Oblivious

Chapter 7: I snapped

Thoughts in ✨Italics✨
Daichi's POV:

It was about 6 in the afternoon and I found myself in my car, parked in front of my house with Michimiya San. She was sitting on my lap while I was in the driver's seat and we where having a full on make out session. She's great, kind, pretty and sweet and I like her big doe eyes but...she was no Suga.

As we were kissing I couldn't help but wish she was him. I couldn't help but wish my hands were tangled in soft gray hair instead of her's. I couldn't help but wish I were kissing Sugawara Koushi's lips and touching his smooth pale skin. I wanted HIM. I also felt guilty because this wasn't fair to Michimiya San, she deserves a good guy that wants her.
Not anyone else.

"I feel like you're holding back" She pulled away from the kiss and looked at me unsure, she was blushing furiously. It made me feel even worse, I wish I could meet with her feelings but I just couldn't. Love is unfair like that, you can't force yourself to like someone and you can't help but fall for certain people. "It's all in your head" I tried to smile confidently and pulled her into another kiss, this time more rough.

Suga's POV:

I felt AMAZING, I ate the entire cake by myself while listening to music and playing with Spike. It wasn't such a bad day after all. I was feeling calm and I had managed to take my mind off of Daichi. But those feelings only lasted for a few hours until because I looked out the window.

There he was, parked in front of his house in the car with Michimiya on his lap. They were kissing, like...tongues down each other's throat kissing. I can't fully describe the pain I felt in my chest at that moment since everything went blurry, I guess it was the overload of emotions in my body. My head was spinning and I needed to get away.

Why does it have to hurt so much? I decided I had enough and he was practically here so I could leave. So I quickly took my phone and headed outside. I realized I had shut the door quite harshly since Daichi and Michimiya had stopped sucking each other's faces off and looked at me from the car with puzzled expressions. That moment...when I made quick eye contact with Daichi, is the moment when

I completely snapped.

I thought I could handle the fact Daichi was with someone else even if it did hurt, but SEEING him with her like that was another level of emotional torture.

I had now started to walk away quickly and my eyes were filled with tears and I eventually broke down, shaking. I could hear Daichi get out of the car and run towards me. G-god no no please don't come. "Suga!!! Wait!!!" I picked up the pace but he eventually caught up to me and grabbed my wrist making me turn around. "W-what?!" I will never forget the face Daichi made when he saw my face, my eyes were red and tears were streaming down my face. I looked broken.

By the look on his face, I could tell he was worried sick. "What's going on Suga..." he was still holding onto my wrist tightly. Even if it was just a little bit of physical contact, his fingertips on my skin sent shivers down my spine. I wouldn't say anything and I wouldn't even look at him because I knew that if I did I'd cry even more. My shoulders were shaking and tears kept streaming down my face.

"Daichi!!! Baby?!?! Is everything okay?!?!" I flinched at the loud voice of Yui Michimiya. She was yelling from the other side of the street. Daichi looked away for a second and I took that chance of distraction to get away from his grip and go home, I was sprinting now and Daichi at this point knew

I wanted to be alone.
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🌸 Updated: September 10th 2020 🌸