Oblivious

Chapter 5: Thank you

Thoughts in ✨Italics✨
⚠️ Smutty mentions ⚠️
Suga's POV:

So this is where my life has led me to. I was panting and blushing furiously, I had just finished having a breakdown, and my dick felt like it was about to fall off from not finishing. And to top it off, the guy that caused all of that to happen was on the other side of my phone. My ringtone went on for what felt like hours. I took a deep breath in an attempt to gain composure and I picked up the phone. Silence.

"Suga?" his voice...his voice d i d  n o t and I repeat DID NOT help with the unfinished situation under my sweatpants. "H-hey, yes is everything okay?" I immediately regretted talking after I said that, my voice sounded at least an octave higher and I didn't sound as casual as I wanted to, more restrained. "I feel like I have to ask you that question first" he then laughed. I felt my heart do something weird when I heard his laugh. "Your breathing is uneven..." How can I delete myself? "I went for a run, Daichi, now tell me why you aren't asleep, you have a big day tomorrow" I narrowed my eyes and raised an eyebrow. "Are you making that face where you look like a concerned mom?" I could tell by his voice he was smiling, I also caught myself making the exact face he was referring to. He knows me too well. I couldn't help but smile a genuine big smile. Dammit, Sawamura. "Just answer the question Daichi" I attempted to sound serious and I failed, which caused him to burst into laughter and I couldn't help but join in. It felt so good to laugh with him like this.

After a few seconds, the laughter died down and I heard Daichi move around and sigh. "I can't sleep..." "Are you nervous?" I furrowed my eyebrows, despite not liking the idea of Daichi going on a date with someone else, I still wanted him to have a good time and be happy. "Actually, I'm not that nervous. I think I just have a lot of things on my mind."

This wasn't the first time Daichi called me at night, we often had late night conversations. They were sometimes about random things, stuff going on in the team or even our worries and hopes for the future. It was different this time though, it sounded like he was holding back on what he had on his mind. "It's good that you're not nervous, but you should let some of those thoughts out to make yourself more calm, you won't be able to sleep otherwise and you know that. You overthink a lot."
I then sighed and closed my eyes.

"Thank you Suga..." That was unexpected. "Woah for what?" I laughed unsure and then shifted on the bed so I was facing my glow in the dark stars again. "For sticking by my side" That took me by surprise. I then laughed again, unsure, what was he even trying to say. "Thank you to you too?" I sounded clueless oh god.

Daichi laughed pretty loudly and it was music to my ears. "I'm serious Suga, thank you for everything, for helping me with almost anything, I feel like I'd be clueless without you. You're my support beam and I feel like I can speak for everyone in the team. You take good care of us" I was blushing now. "I-I well, you're I-" KDNDNNENENWJWGRHWKKQ breathe. "Well you're the team captain for a reason...people rely on you because you're confident, mentally strong and you give everyone strength. You are honestly the best captain anyone could ever ask for."

I was speaking from the heart, I without a doubt believed that Daichi was perfect for the role of Captain and everyone did too. And my job as the vice captain was to support him and everyone else too. "We are a good team Suga" I felt so much better, I also came to the realization that we were indeed a good team, and that no relationship outside of ours would affect our friendship and the fact that we cared for each other a lot.

We kept on talking for about 2 hours and it ended up being 2:30am in the morning. "Shit, Suga look at the time" As if on queue I yawned and then laughed. "Yeah it's pretty late, I'll have to go to your house in a few hours to take care of Spike while you're out." I was honestly exhausted since the last 24 hours had been intense for me but I made an effort to stay and talk to Daichi to make him feel better. What you do for love, am I right? Lose precious sleep.

"I'll see you tomorrow okay? And, thank you again for saying yes to taking care of Spike and for talking tonight" My eyes were beginning to close as I smiled softly. "You know you don't have to thank me for those things. Just make sure you have my strawberry cake" I was just teasing and I sounded really tired. "I'll have it ready Suga, rest well okay? Oh and don't forget to bring my jacket, you know you can't keep it right?" I knew he was joking but that's exactly what I wanted to do, keep it. "I'll bring it tomorrow, I promise. Goodnight now." I could barely stay awake until Daichi said his goodbyes again and hung up...I passed out after that.

Tomorrow was going to be interesting.
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🌸 Updated: September 8th 2020 🌸
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