Oblivious

Chapter 13: He doesn't love you

Thoughts in ✨Italics✨
No one's POV:

"Hey, my name is Suga and I'm the vice captain" Suga smiled warmly, one of those smiles that would blind people from how bright it was. He was being nice to Terushima, which is exactly what'd you'd expect from him when meeting someone new, even if it was their opponent. Oikawa doesn't call him 'Mr Refreshing' for nothing."It's great that you guys could come and train with us". While Suga was introducing himself to Johzenji's captain, Daichi couldn't help but think over and over about how he should be acting around him. They were in a weird situation at the moment and Daichi didn't exactly know what his friend wanted...or him at this point.

Terushima on the other hand, was going feral at the sight of Suga with a bruised neck contrasting with his innocent and beautiful complexion. He had his arms crossed and a smile formed his lips, not a warm soft Suga-like smile though more like a mischievous smile. "Anytime, let the best team win", he winked at Suga and Suga couldn't help but blush, eyes widening a bit. Well that took me by surprise.

Daichi was in mental distress at the moment. He really didn't want to become possessive and toxic but he felt the urge to protect Suga from the dude and keep him to himself. Daichi knew that was wrong though, so he kept quiet and contemplated the situation. He was also clueless as to what to do around Suga or how to treat him at this point. I'm even more frustrated than when I didn't know the reason for his breakdown. Even though Daichi wasn't sure of anything, he did know for a fact that even the smallest thought he had of Suga with Terushima made his heart clench painfully and his throat close up.

Daichi decided that he had to think of all those things at another time when they didn't have a match. As the captain, he had responsibility and he wanted to be there for the rest of the team. "We should start warming up". He sounded quite cold and distracted. Suga and Terushima looked over to his side and Daichi started to walk away towards the rest of Karasuno. "He's a bit uptight" Terushima laughed and looked at Suga, not even dissimulating the fact that he was checking him out. Suga was distracted though, still looking at Daichi who was walking away.

Suga's POV:

I was going to end up going crazy by the end of the day if I didn't get more alone time with Daichi. And the fact that he was being so calm and collected after all that happened made me even more frustrated and eager to make out with him again. I always found Daichi hot whenever he was acting with such responsibility and authority, it turned me on to another level, but sometimes I wished he'd just let lose and tell me what's on his mind even if it wasn't the 'correct' time. God Daichi you don't have to be so responsible all the time...he's such a dad sometimes. My mind was somewhere else and I was spacing out completely. I'm usually put together and have my mind on so many other things but that day, my hormones were shooting through the roof and I needed more of him. That small taste of his lips earlier was enough to get me completely addicted.

Terushima's POV:

Suga was getting on my fucking nerves at this point. Even if I was literally beside him he still had his eyes glued on Daichi, there was nothing I hated most than not getting the attention of someone I'm interested in. "Oi, you're kind of obsessed with your team captain huh?" Suga looked at me with a pretty adorable confused expression. "Huh?" His eyes were slightly clueless and his mouth was parted slightly. "Yeah, you keep staring at him, be careful not to leave a drool puddle on the ground" I laughed and smirked, Suga narrowed his eyes at me. "Shut up, I'm not obsessed with him." Terushima stepped closer to him and looked him dead in the eyes. "You're head over heels for him" I could tell Suga knew I was right, he didn't know what to say.

No one's POV:

"But if you say you're not obsessed with him, then good" Terushima shrugged and ran a hand through his hair. "Because if you did like him like that, oh boy I'd feel sorry for you" when he was speaking he sounded unbothered and his voice had a tinge of manipulation. "Huh? W-wha what you mean you'd feel sorry for me?" Suga was genuinely confused and starting to feel uncomfortable and sad... he kinda knew were this was going. "Yeah, it'd be sad if you had feelings for him because he clearly doesn't have feelings for you, he doesn't look at you whenever you're not looking like you do at him."

Suga was trying to make it seem like what Terushima was saying didn't hurt him but the pain in his eyes made it more than clear that he was beginning to break. He felt his heart begin to shatter and no words escaped his mouth. Terushima continued..."I don't know if it's my place to say this but, it seems to me that you make him uncomfortable, you keep flirting with him and I feel like he just wants to be friends...and he doesn't know how to say it". He laughed and proceeded to manipulate Suga's head and torture his heart.

"That's kind of embarrassing, you should really consider that there are other guys out there, better guys that can understand how absolutely stunning you are...guys like me". Suga's eyes were starting to water and he felt numb. His chest felt tight and suddenly his surroundings started to blur. Terushima's words were less and les clear by the second and the last few words Suga heard before he passed out were

"He doesn't love you"

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🌸Updated: September 18th 2020🌸