Oblivious

Chapter 8: The day before disaster

Thoughts in ✨Italics✨
Suga's POV:

After that tragic Saturday, I spent the whole Sunday in bed. I had no energy and no motivation. I was basically drained. The weather didn't help either, it was 6pm and the skies were gray turning black, there was pouring rain and all I could see from my window were wet cherry blossoms. The sound soothed me though, the rain was making a soft sound mixed in with the wind. I knew it was only a coincidence but it was weird that out of all the clear sunny days we've had this summer, today...it had decided to rain.

The only things lighting my room were the faint glow from my glow in the dark stars on the ceiling and my laptop, half open from homework I had due. I hadn't checked my phone all morning and all day, I knew Daichi had probably tried to reach out but that's exactly why I didn't open my messages. It was now 8:15pm and I felt numb. However, I decided to stop being selfish and I checked my phone to let him know I was okay. Why hadn't I done it before? Because I wanted to push away that aching I felt whenever I thought of him.

[Daichi<3 (19 missed calls)]
[Daichi<3 (12 messages)]
[Jesus🙏🏼 (4 messages)]
[Tsukishima🧂(2 messages)]
[Karasuno group chat🏐(113 messages)]
[Nishinoya⚡️(3 messages)]
[Hinata🍊(2 messages)]
[Kageyama🥛(1 message)]

I first opened the Karasuno group chat because I knew it was the easiest to look at so I started to scroll through the messages...

Yep exactly what I thought, memes from Tanaka, Noya and Hinata, salty remarks from Tsukishima, questions about our new practice program from Kageyama, Daichi answering questions and the others were just laughing at the memes.
For the first time in the whole of Sunday I felt myself smile and giggle because of some of the messages they had sent. They really are chaotic, I love them.

What else is there oh-

I had completely forgotten we had a practice match tomorrow against Johzenji high school. Thank god for Yams asking about it.

At least it'll distract me from thinking about Daichi and the whole situation. 

I then opened Tsukishima's messages, it wasn't often that he texted me in private so I thought it must be something important and probably something Daichi free.

Tsukishima🧂: Sugawara-san
Tsukishima🧂: I heard something from one of the  idiots that you weren't feeling good. Is it true?

First of all, I still, TO THIS DAY uwu at the fact that KEI TSUKISHIMA texted me to make sure I was okay. Second of all, I'm pretty sure that's as rare as his obsession with dinosaurs. Third of all I'm pretty sure he's only done this with Yams and lastly, WHY THE FUCK NEBFKWKWKJWJW DID EVERYONE IN KARASUNO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED ON SATURDAY?!? I eventually answered and moved onto the next chat.

At this point i knew I wasn't saved from the newly formed gossip in the team but I knew I just had to get it over with so I could rest and do good tomorrow in the match. Next stop my baby Hinata.

Hinata🍊: SUGAWARA SENPAI
Hinata🍊: I went to buy some meat buns for tomorrow after our practice match :D

I couldn't help but smile after reading Hinata's texts, I knew he already knew what had happened on Saturday and that he was trying to make me feel better. I was craving some meat buns now...I thanked him and proceeded to open the next chat.

Kageyama🥛: Hello, uh are you okay Suga-san?

NDNDNNENEJWJ why can't I stop laughing? Kageyama is so dense and awkward when it comes to relationships, feelings and being concerned for his teammates. Hinata probably encouraged- more like pushed him to text me. This is too sweet. After letting him know I was good I decided to check Asahi's messages.

Jesus🙏🏼: Suga...Daichi told me what happened.
Jesus🙏🏼: Why were you crying? Do you want me to come over?
Jesus🙏🏼: Answer me please
Jesus🙏🏼: I'm here for you okay? Rest well today :)

I sighed and closed my eyes, it felt horrible to know Asahi had been worried all day...This time however, I didn't lie. I called him and told Asahi how shitty I felt and what had happened on Saturday. Obviously, this included the fact that I had to tell him the way I feel about Daichi. No one knew up until now but I decided that if I was going to go through heartbreak I needed a friend to support me through it.

"I have to tell you something before I tell you what went on yesterday...it's a secret. Which means you can't tell ANYONE...not even Noya"

"I won't I won't, wow now I'm really curious"

I took a deep breath

I can't believe I'm saying this out loud

"I'm in love with Daichi"

I never checked on Daichi's texts that night. After I told Asahi everything, we stayed up until 2am talking on the phone.

As you probably guessed, he was freaking out.
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🌸Updated: September 11th 2020🌸