Oblivious

Chapter 26: Bruises

⚠️ TW: signs of PTSD ⚠️
Thoughts in italics.

Suga's POV:

I could feel his rough touch on my skin, grabbing my wrists, waist and neck.

I felt weak and helpless.

His forceful lips felt almost painful on my skin and his hands travelled down my body with selfish intentions.

Forcefully.

No one's POV:

Suga woke up from his nightmare with a headache, cold sweat and with a fast-beating heart. He hugged his knees and closed his eyes. It's not real it's not real. Except that it kind of was, Suga had almost been raped the night before if it wasn't for Asahi and his plan.

I can't let Terushima make me feel this way.

Suga stood up from his bed and went to the bathroom to wash his face. He sighed and looked at himself in the mirror. Bruises. His neck had faint marks of Terushima's grip from last night. He wished he could erase the memories of what it felt like to be touched by him, but as much as he wanted to, he couldn't. There were even visual reminders and traces of the night before on his skin, making it almost impossible to forget.

Asahi left without waking me up? Suga headed downstairs to the kitchen and he looked at the clock. 11 am. He noticed that the kitchen smelled like someone had cooked in it recently so he looked around to spot a pot of hot ramen and a note beside it. Suga smiled immediately, realizing that Asahi had cooked for him in the morning to make him feel better.

It didn't take long for him to eat two bowls of the delicious food while he read the note and remembered the past events. His first kiss with Daichi, his trip to the nurse's office, winning the match, his little make-out session in the training room and-. He tried to shake off the bad memories and tried to stay with the good ones. He knew that if he thought about the deal Terushima and Daichi made as well as what happened later at night he'd feel even worse.

After finishing his ramen, he got up to his room and checked his phone. He texted Asahi thank you as well as letting him know that he felt okay, no fever. He had expected to have missed calls from Daichi but there were none. Just a few texts from him. Suga had mixed feelings about Daichi at that moment, although he still was very much in love with him, it didn't take away the fact that he hurt him really bad.

Suga took a deep breath before opening his messages.

Daichi <3: Asahi told me you didn't look so well so you're probably still asleep. I was just wondering if you could help me with something...

Daichi <3: You give amazing advice so I'm just gonna tell you what's wrong.

Daichi <3: There's this boy that I really really like. Before I can tell you exactly what happened I'd like to describe him to you. Who knows? maybe you'll know who I'm talking about.

Daichi <3: He has beautiful soft grey hair, a killer bright smile, soft pale skin, and a cute freckle beside his eye. (In case you're still unsure of who he is, I'll describe him a little more) He has a golden heart, and a pure, kind and loving personality. But don't get fooled by his innocent-looking face and soft characteristics because he can be pretty feisty at times.

Daichi <3: The point is that I'm completely in love with him, and I made a horrible mistake, and now I'm scared to lose him. I acted like such an idiot.

Daichi <3: If you're feeling any better, I'm hoping you can meet me at the back of the school to help me and give me a response as to what to do.

Daichi <3: I hope I can see you there at 3 pm before practice.

Suga sighed and laid on his bed. How can he be so sweet and smart but have done something so fucking dumb yesterday? He rolled on his stomach and he found himself re-reading the fourth message he sent again and again with a small soft smile on his face.

I guess I'll go and hear what he has to say...

You: I'll see you there Daichi.

It was 2:30 pm when Suga decided to get ready. He took a quick shower and put on an oversized pastel blue turtleneck with black skinny jeans and sneakers. He wanted to make sure to cover up the bruises so that no one would worry or ask any questions. It was now fall so luckily it wasn't so weird that he was so covered up.

He was on his way to Karasuno High, listening to music and feeling a sudden little wave of happiness and excitement in his body. Although really horrible things had happened to him in the last 12 hours, he knew that seeing his teammates would cheer him up, so he walked faster in anticipation. They always gave off the most chaotic energy and he really needed that to distract himself.

It was 3 pm when he got there so he immediately walked towards the back of the school, were he had agreed to meet Daichi. The place brought him back memories of their first kiss. He sighed and leaned against one of the trees there while he waited for Daichi to get out of class. A few minutes after the school bell rang, Daichi arrived to were Suga was.
He was holding a bouquet of daisies and he had a newly bruised cheek. Daichi smiled at him softly but his eyes were full of regret and sadness.

"Hey Suga..."

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🍂Updated: October 9th 2020🍂