I'm still bothered at what Kaius confessed to me yesterday. Hindi ko alam kung bakit.
I'd been vocal to him about how I hate, abhor and loathe him to the core at sigurado akong iyon parin ang nararamdaman ko hanggang ngayon. Hindi ko lang alam kung bakit parang nawala ko iyon kahapon ngunit sigurado pa din ako.
Maybe I was just too shocked, but still, hating him is clear to me! Hindi magbabago iyon. He's still the same evil manipulative beast I've known from the very first day, at hindi parin magbabago ang paniniwala kong niloloko nya lang ako.
It's not true that he truly loves me. I'm sure that he doesn't mean what he said yesterday kahit pa ramdam na ramdam ko iyon. He's so evil that lying became a piece of cake for him.
Dahil tulad ng paniniwala ko. Imposibleng mahal nya ako. Anong batayan ng pagmamahal nya sa akin? It's imposiible that he fell inlove with me by just plainly stalking me. Ano yun? Love at first sight ganon ba?
That's bullshit.
Love is something that you develop and nurture. Hindi totoong basta ka nalamang pinana ni kupido at awtomatiko mo nang mahal yung isang tao. That's why it's impossible for him to love me like what he claims to be ... at isa pa I don't think he is capable of that feeling! Look how cruel and soulless is he, mukha bang marunong magmahal yun?
All he know is power and authority. He doesn't know what love is. Despite of the things and affections he's giving me, I refuse to be swayed and believe all of that. I'm sure he've got a lot of bitches before ... he seems to be a manwhore kaya nasisiguro kong kabisado nya na ang mga babae at ginagamit iyon ngayon sa akin gamit ang mga pakulo nya, well ibahin nya ako sa mga babae nya. Psh! I'm not and will never be one of his bitch!
Naiirita akong bumaba sa grandstaircase at sa dulo nun ay nakita kong nakaabang ang tila kanina pang naghihintay at inip na inip nang nilalang.
He's wearing a black plain shirt that fits perfectly with his built and a navy jogger pants matched with a black boots. Samantalang ako ay naka white spaghetti strap topped with a cropped denim blazer matched with my black noel pants and a white sneakers.
" Why do you want to explore the woods Mia Belle? " he asked as I reached the last step down the grand staircase.
Mia Belle? Yan din ba tinatawag nya sa mga babae nya? Tss.
" Stop calling me Mia Belle " I winced and rolled my eyes to spell disgust.
" Then what do you want me to call you? Mi Amore? " he said cooly.
At talagang may pang resbak sya na endearment ah. Madaming stock ganon? Ano yan? Baka may sweetie pie, baby babe, munchkin at butternut mallows pa syang katawagan dyan ha!
" Wala. I have a name. Call me Serenity " I blenched back to him to show that I am not in a friendly mode.
Naalala ko nanaman yung gabi na galit sya sa akin at tinawag nya ako sa pangalan ko. I felt some uncomfortable stings by the way he spat my name ... but who cares!? Ano ba yan Brielle! Umayos ka nga.
Hindi ko na sya hinintay pang sumagot at nauna nang nagmartsa palabas ng Chateau. I want to stay away from him as much as possible dahil yun naman talaga ang plano diba? I'll reject him until he's given up and find someone more tamable than I am.
Naabutan ko sa labas ang mga tauhan nyang may kanya kanyang mundo. Mayroong nagpupunas ng baril, nagwawasiwas ng latigo, naglilinis ng kutsilyo at kung ano ano pa ngunit sa isang iglap ay mabilis silang humanay na animo mga magigiting na sundalo. Akala ko ay dahil iyon sa akin pero nagkamali ako nang maramdaman na sa likod ko ang presensya ng demonyo.
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Любовные романыSerenity Brielle Quinzel is the definition of beauty and independence. She is one of the most awaited model of her generation and also a woman who screams power and elegance. She believes that she's the one who's in control of her life and absolutel...
