Confusion (Sequel to I Wish...)

Chapter 19

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Chapter song: The Middle by Demi Lovato
(Becca's pov)
"...I don't know"
I shook my head lightly. Max probably would've got me pregnant or worse.
"What happened in the first place?"
Justin lowered his voice.
"He basically came to my apartment and threw me in the trunk of his car. He was upset that I was with you. I guess Selena told him. After that, everything got twice as violent, and..."that" happened. He brought me to a house. That's when I made the stupid decision to try to escape. He caught me, and...you saw most of it. I guess you're right. Running away isn't always the answer. Look what happened"
I teared up and sighed in distress.
"You didn't deserve that. You're so beautiful, and I love you. That son of a bitch is never going near you again. You're gonna stay with me for now on, ok? I don't want you lonely"
He pulled me close. I haven't felt this kind of love in years. Max never made me feel this way.
"Ok"
It felt so good to have everything back to normal. Well, at least our relationship back to normal. Justin laid me on the ground and hovered over me.
"I'll always love you"
He was a few inches from my lips. I smiled, unsure of what to say. I felt his soft, warm lips against mine. They kissed me so gentle that I felt like I was gonna scream. The way he kisses me is so sinful, and I miss everything about it. But there was one thing different about it. The kiss had lust and desire in it. I could tell by the way he touched my waist and thighs that he wanted more. He wanted sex. The 2009 Justin never would've been like this. I mean, we had our moments, but Justin never wanted sex every time we kissed. I know Justin would never force me to have sex with him, but he might encourage...or seduce me into it. I swear, if he keeps kissing me like this, we'll be fucking each other by tomorrow. his phone buzzed in his pocket, and he broke the kiss to look at it. He sighed slightly before pressing his lips on mine again.
What is it?"
I mumbled in the kiss.
"Work"
He mumbled back.
"What are you working on?"
We kept kissing and talking at the same time.
"A new album"
He replied.
"That's cool"
I smiled at him.
"I know"
He smiled back. We kissed until an overwhelming feeling took me over. I stopped kissing.
"What's wrong?"
Justin stopped kissing me too.
"School starts tomorrow"
I narrowed my eyes.
"Really? Damn"
He sighed.
"I don't wanna go"
I swallowed hard.
"Hey, it'll be ok, babygirl. I'll be here to pick you up"
He tried to brighten the mood. I remained quiet until he pecked my face all over.
"Justin"
I giggled and wrapped my arms around him.
"Are you guys almost done?"
We heard amused chuckles from outside the playhouse. Ryan and Chaz.
"One more minute"
Justin grinned before kissing me deeply and scooping me up in his arms.
"So where are we eating?"
Chaz asked as Justin set me carefully on the ground. I winced, and Justin had me use him for support.
"Pizza?"
Justin suggested. We all agreed and started toward our favorite restaurant. Suddenly, we heard squealing, then a crowd of people were heading towards us.
"Justin! Justin! Justin, where are you going?! What's up, man?! Where's Selena?! Justin!"
Soon enough, we were being crowded by screaming, hyped up people. Cameras and bright lights kept flashing. I've never experienced this before, but I know I don't like it. I bursted and dodged into the pizza place. As I caught my breath, Justin, Ryan, and Chaz entered.
"Becca, are you ok?"
Justin studied me worriedly.
"Yea"
I nodded and caught my breath.
"I think that's too much for her, bro"
Ryan stated.
"Yea, we'll have to come up with another way to get places"
Justin thought out loud.
"How do you handle that?"
I asked Justin while shaking my head.
"It took a while to get used to"
He shrugged then put his arm around me.
"Sit down, baby"
He pulled a chair out for me. Once our food arrived, we prayed then started eating.
"School's tomorrow"
Chaz stated, and Justin gave him a glare for bringing it up.
"Justin, it's fine"
I took the last bite of pizza.
"We should probably get home. It's 8pm"
Ryan checked the time.
"Not before we get ice cream"
Justin helped me up as the other stood.
"Let's go out the back door. We have permission"
Justin led us out the door and into a car. We stopped for ice cream real quick before heading to Ryan's.
"Are you tired, bae?"
Justin sat me on the couch.
"Yea"
I nodded as I yawned.
"Guys, come say goodnight to Becca"
Justin called to Ryan and Chaz.
"Goodnight, Becca"
Chaz hugged me and kissed my cheek.
"Night, Becca. I hope you feel better"
Ryan kissed my cheek and gave me a side hug.
"Thanks"
I said while Justin grabbed a few blankets and pillows. He took off his shirt then went into the kitchen.
"Here, take these"
Justin returned with a couple of pain pills. I took them, then he turned off the lights and laid beside me.
"I love you"
He gently wrapped his arms around me.
"I love you too"
I felt proud of saying that out loud.
(Justin's pov)
-7am-
I felt Becca get out of my embrace and sigh. I don't think she got much sleep last night, because she kept twisting and turning, keeping me up all night. She has school. I don't want her to go. I want her to spend time with me. I watched as she changed.
"Shit, Justin, you're awake"
She jumped in surprise.
"I am"
I grinned and pecked her cheek.
"Justin"
She blushed then started fixing her hair. I made her a bowl of Cap'n Crunch.
"Thank you"
She sat down and started eating.
"Kiss-ass"
Ryan and Chaz entered the kitchen.
"Shut up"
I muttered.
"Sorry"
Ryan chuckled then joined Becca at the table. When we finished eating, I drove them to school.
"Have a good day, Becca"
I kissed her temple.
"Ok"
She smiled then followed Ryan and Chaz into the school. I drove to the studio.
"It's about time"
Scooter was talking with Usher.
"Sorry. Some special events popped up"
I grinned.
"You mean, the girl you were with yesterday?"
He raised his eyebrows.
"Possibly"
I smirked.
"Hmm, ok. Anyway, I think we should go with this one. We edited it a bit, but it's mostly the same"
Usher handed me the lyrics to One Love. I scanned through it then nodded in agreement.
"Ok, let's get this done"
I warmed up my voice a bit. It took about 15 minutes until we had everything set.
"You ready?"
Scooter asked.
"Yea"
I put on the studio headphones as the music started playing.
[Sings One Love]
"I think that's good. You're fans would love it"
Scooter smiled.
"Hey, they're beliebers, Scoot"
I corrected him.
"Oh, right, sorry. Your beliebers"
He nodded.
"Exactly"
I grabbed a water bottle.
"So what's next?"
Usher was on his phone.
"I'm gonna do a song for my beliebers"
I said proudly.
"Really? What's on your mind?"
Scooter asked.
"Hmm. I was thinking maybe something like...Everything's gonna be alright"
I sung a melody that came into my head.
"I like that. Let's think of some more lyrics"
Scooter suggested.
"Ok-"
My phone interrupted me.
"Uhm..."
It was Chaz.
"...Gimme a sec"
I answered.
"What is it?"
I asked impatiently.
"Justin, sorry for interrupting, but Becca had a little accident"
Chaz said uneasily.
"What? Chaz, what happened?"
I grew nervous.
"Well, she was in a bad mood when we saw her at lunch. She kept saying that people were being rude and assigning her too much homework. I guess she was too worried, because she had a panic attack"
Chaz explained.
"You call that a little accident?! Is she ok?!"
I was freaking out and worried.
"She's in the nurse's office"
He stated.
"I'm on my way"
I hung up. Before I could open my mouth, Scooter beat me to it.
"Go. She obviously needs you"
He motioned me to go.
"Thanks guys"
I rushed out and back to the school.

(A/N: So excited for Justin to be on a magazine! I'm gonna buy like 100000. Next post is on Sunday)

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