blender

fidgetfidgetfidget

1/20/15:

i have a habit. notice how i didn't include "bad". it is not necessarily bad eheh.

i like to fidget. a lot.

like in class, i'll just be minding my own business, ignoring the five inch math book on my desk, then suddenly,

there'll be a pencil twirling between my fingers. i will twirl until the world ends.

there is no escape.

or maybe i'll be extremely bored in math

THE TRIANGLES ARE SIMILAR BECAUSE ONLY THE ANGLES ARE CONGRUENT THE SIDES ARE PROPORTIONAL GODAMMIT, IS IT REALLY THAT HARD OMG

nk: sas in congruent triangles is different than sas in similar triangles because...........

................................................................................

i don't know.

gosh, he could use some halp.

ahem ahem AHEM AHEM FCKIN AHEM

but anyways, i'll get really bored, and i might be flailing around like a dying octopus in my chair.

i'll lean forward then back, and stretch my arms, then twist my entire fricking body.

like ANYTHING to make the time pass.

you know, it wouldn't be as boring if I COULD ACTUALLY SPEAK IN CLASS BUT HE CALLS ON SO MANY PEOPLE WHO AREN'T PAYING ATTENTION SO WE JUST SIT THERE IN MINUTES OF AWKWARDNESS AND I'M PRETTY AWKWARD ALREADY SO WHY MAKE ME SUFFER SO MUCH

fidgeting just keeps my mind of things, ya know?

i used to twirl my hair in like 6th grade like those really girly people and my classmate pointed it out like:

"you know, you always twist your hair when you're around your crush."

or

"you always twist your hair when you're nervous."

and i'd be like:

"wht r u tlkng abt"

while twisting my hair.

ew just, no younger me.

stop.

also stop trying to impress your former crush, face it, it'll never happen.

i mean, in what world would you be able to have an ecuadorian boyfriend?

you can't even get a boyfriend.

but pshh, you can do better than that honestly.

I MISS HIM SO HARD WHYYYYYYY

(i'm a pathetic, emotional wreck.)