Chapter 19~Everything to me

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Two perfect lovers
Disconnected by timing
Broken hearts and clocks
- - JS Parker

May 30th 1997

Something felt off when I woke up that Saturday of May 30th. I of course woke up In Draco's bed but he was nowhere to be found. He had seemed particularly off for the whole past week. He barely talked and whenever he did it was just short sentences. No matter how many time I asked he never told me. I couldn't found how many times he told me that he loved me over this week. Maybe five hundred, that's how i knew that something was wrong. I obviously knew that Draco loved me and he would tell me that but he was never so verbal about it, I mean he told me he loved me as if it was the last time we would ever see eachother, this made me worry. I asked him about fifty times if something bad would was going to happen but he never would respond he would just shake his head- no and then walk away. I didn't know what to do, but in the end I just decided to keep my thoughts to myself. Draco had kind of been acting weird the whole year and yet everything always was fine in the end. But for some reason I had a gut feeling that this time was definitely different.

That night Draco and I silently sat on the sofa in his dormitory looking out of the window at the full moon in the sky. "You excited for school to end?" I asked trying to start a conversation.

"Sure I guess" Draco shrugged before looking down at the floor before glancing back at me. "I'm really tired I think we should get into bed" I nodded as he took my hand leading me a few feet before we both got under the covers. He put his arms underneath my body pulling me tightly to him. "I love you" He whispered

"I love you to" I said quietly

"You-you are the best thing that had ever happened to me" He whispered

"Same here Draco.. are you ok?" I questioned living up my neck placing a soft his on his cheek. He nodded slightly as my eyes started to close. It wasn't long before I heard Draco's heartbreaking sobs.

"I can't lose you over this, Please don't hate me.. please, I need you"

I spent the next day in the library with Hermione preparing for the upcoming Defense against the Dark Arts exam. We both even missed dinner2, she made me stay until I knew every single thing about sixth year defense against the dark arts.

On the way back to the Slytherin common room I made my way down the lonely corridor as everyone had already gone to their dormitories for the night. But as I walked down looking out the windows, something was off.. something was eerie . I noticed Draco right away swiftly walking down the corridor in the opposite direction as me. I saw his eyes slightly panic when they met mine. We met eachother in the middle. He grabbed my hands softly looking me in the eyes.

"Draco.. you need to tell me right now is everything ok? " I questioned

"No- It's not.. Haley I need you to promise me.. you need to go to the Slytherin common room right now.. and stay there until to tomorrow.. Undertsand?" He said his voice shaking

"Yes but where are you going" I pleaded my eyes were starting to well up will tears of confusion, everything just seemed so wrong.

"I- I don't know" he said "Please just go Haley, Please" he pleaded, and then he started to walked away. But I chased after him, I pulled on his shoudler forcing him to turn around.

"I love you, I love you so much" I whispered before pushing my lips into his as though I would never feel the beauty of his touch again, the way he could make my while face light up with his smile and his jokes, the way my stomach would explode with butterfly's every time he walked into the room. The way he always made me feel like I belonged. He was everything to me, and I needed him more than I needed air to breath. And that was the truth I had been hiding for so long.

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