danganronpa one shots (finished)

Let me help(saiouma)

Requested by:meeeeee
Angst/fluff^^
Warnings:abuse, mention of rape
Sensitive?- don't read
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Kokichi pov

12 years. 12 years from the last time I felt genuinely happy. I always put on my mask around the others to feel happy. Nobody needs to know about it. Its better that way anyway. I turned 18 already but I cant move out of my home where he...I don't even wanna think about it.
I am walking down the road towards the school...well I wouldn't say walking more like limping. It wasn't any better than any other days. I would say it gets worse and worse by the day. You see I get abused at home for past 12 years. My mother died from a deadly disease and my 'dad' said it was my fault...he never wanted a son anyways, he wanted a daughter. So hes purposely keeping me away from any hair saloons. Cause of it I cut my hair alone that why its so messy all the time.

I came to school and put on my mask for cheerful, annoying and lying brat. The Kokichi that everyone knows. I skipped towards my class starting to ignore the pain 'somebody please help me' I'm pleading silently. I always do I cannot show how weak I am. I opened the class door "HELLO PEASANTS!!" I cheer with a big 'fake' smile on my face "idiot your not late. Are you sick?!" I immediately started to annoy Kaito. He started to shout at me that I'm a brat, that I don't deserve to be here and so on and on. It hurt really hurt but I just pushed my feelings aside buried them deep inside of me.
Thats when I huffed and turned away pouting when I saw Shuichi sitting by his desk reading a book. I smiled and skipped towards him "my beloved!" I smiled "a-ah hello Ouma-kun" I wanted to say something when the bell interrupted my conversation. I sat down and class started.

-time skip by Nagiot holding a beagle-

I sighed and walked towards the roof of the school. I wonder why nobody suspects me that I the most social type of person is sitting alone on the roof and I got detention on top of that and It wasn't even my fault. Kaito threw the paper at me and I got detention cause the teacher saw the paper in my hands...bunch of BS I tell you!

Shuichi pov

I was walking towards the cafeteria cause Kaede told me to. Sometime shes to cheerful and social for my taste. I wanted to go on the roof today cause I'm starting to wonder why Kokichi is never in cafeteria. "Kaede c-can I go to the bathroom" I know its a lie but "oh sure Shuichi!" She said and let go of my hand. I didn't need to go I just want to go to the roof.

I finally came when I spotted Kokichi sitting in the middle of the roof. I didn't seem that he spotted me yet. Thats when i heard crying? Why is he crying.

I went to him and kneeled down.
I saw his room and his whiteboard once when I was searching for him. I picked his lock but never told him. He has a whiteboard of our class and how they tolerate him:

Kaito, maki, Tenko, Angie, Himiko, Miu: hate my guts. Want me to die.

Ryoma, Kiyo, Tsumugi, Kaede: ignore me. But doesn't really like me.

Rantaro, Kiibo, Kirumi: Tolerate me but secretly hates me.

Shuichi: truthswordy. Doesn't hate me.

I was the only one with the positive remark. He didn't recognize or spotted me yet. So I just hugged him, only response was a gasp from him "I don't know why are you crying Kokichi but its gonna be fine" I said to him "silly Shumai you really thought that was real. I was faking it." He said to me putting his mask back on "why would you fake cry for no reason it has no sense. Please let me help you."

"I-I cant. Its fake Shumai" he said back "stop lying to me now its over. Please tell me whats wrong" I hugged him closer to me pulling him into my chest "n-no I-It was fake Shumai" he said again. He doesn't want to open up "its not fake Kokichi. These tears are real. Please let me help. Whats wrong?" I told him again "are you sick should I take you home?"