Calm me down (komahina)

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Another oneshot
A song fic
Song: calm me down by American authors
despair AU ⚠️spoilers alert⚠️( will be a little different)
warnings:throwing up,cutting, craziness is that a warning
Sensitive? Dont read
Italic-song lyrics
Normal-fanfic/story
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I need you here to calm me doooooooown.
I need you here to calm me doooooooown.

It was after another trial and Nagito was not taking it well. Well nobody was their friend peko just died. After they came back to the island everyone tried to calm fuyuhiko down he was the most hurt of them all probably.

That day at New York, i spun out. I fell short, but i felt close to you.

But nobody comforted Nagito. Nagito has issues everybody knew that. So he didn't step closer. Heck even Hajime his boyfriend didn't came to him. So he turned around and went the other way.

One night at Detroit, I thought there was no point, but i fell close to you.

Nagito tried to kill someone before but it didn't go well. He tried again but he didn't he thought about Hajime and stopped the plan.

Everyone tellin' me what to do, what to think, where to be. But everyday, every day's fillin' up with my anxiety.

Nagito was walking down the path. Slowly. But then he started laughing and crying his mind was everywhere. He couldn't stop it. He was slowly going crazy again.

I can barely open up my eyes, open up my eyes.

He tried to resist, Nagito started running and running away. Away from his life, away from himself, away from craziness that he possesses.

I need you here to calm me dooooooown.
I need you here to calm me dooooooown.

He opened the door to his cottage. Unlocked the door and fell down on his knees. His eyes started to swirl. Pink color beginning to show at the ned of his pupils.

I don't know if i can stay srong, hold on for too long. I've been lost.

He couldn't think anymore he started trashing around the room broking, smashing everything. Throwing stuff.

I need you here to calm me doooooooown.
I need you here to calm me.

He stopped. Her remembered. He knows. He stopped that day the murder cause the day before the murder Hajime confessed. He loved him.

That day in Brooklyn, I spun out you jumped in and i fell close to you.

He was standing in the middle of the bathroom gripping the sink, sweating and breathing heavily.

One night in LA, you thought there was no way, but I fell close to you.

Nagito looked at himself in The mirror. He could only se blurry. He was staring when he saw a reflection of dead boyfriend laying on the ground.

Everyone tellin' me what to do, what to think, where to be.
But everyday, everyday, every day's fillin' up with my anxiety.

He smashed the mirror. Glass pieces cutting his hand, falling in the sink, on the ground. Nagito just ran from the bathroom back to his room. Not wanting to look back

I can barely open up my eyes, open up my eyes.

He slumped down screaming gripping his hair, pulling it out, smashing his fist on the ground.

I need you here to calm me doooooooown.
I need you here to calm me doooooooown.

Nagito found a cutter and started cutting down his arms, wrists he felt worthless. He couldn't he stabbed the cutter in his arm.

I don't know if I can stay strong, hold on for to long,
I've been lost.

He broke down crying, grabbing his arm. It was still painful. He pulled the cutter out and stabbed his arm again and again.

I need you here to calm me doooooooown.
I need you here to calm me
Down,down

He lost his power to do anything. He's the wrong one here, he cant do anything, nothing he lied down on the ground crying.

I need you here to calm me
Down, down
I need you here to calm me

He got up from the last of his power. Went o bathroom smashed the mirror again and again until the mirror opened to the inside the cabin.

Everyone tellin' me what to do, what to think,where to be.
But everyday,everyday,every day's fillin' up with my anxiety.

He grabbed the pills he needs all of them for his sickness opened every single one of them and took three pills from each bottle.

I can barely open up my eyes, open up my eyes.
All this paranoia's got my vision going blind.

He plopped the pills in his mouth. Later smashing the bottles too. He waited then forced himself to throw up all the pills, food, liquid. But forced himself not to pass out.

Everyone tellin' me where to go, how to live,how to see.
But every day's, every day's, every day's fillin' up with my insecurities.

He was not under control now, not now. His mind started to work completely on his own. He started to trash around the bathroom too, tearing up the curtains, smashing everything from the cabinets down and broken.

I can barely open up my eyes, open up my eyes, eyes, eyes.

He looked at the shattered mirror still seeing dead hajime on the ground. He ran grabbed the cutter. He ran out out away. Never wanting to come back.

I need you here to calm me dooooooown.
I need you here to calm me dooooooown.
I need you here to calm me dooooooown.
I need you here ti calm me dooooooown.

He came to the music venue went behind it. Slumping against the wall. Tore the jacked down. Clawing with his nails at his skin.

I don't know if I can stay strong, hold on for too long. I've been lost.

Nagito suddenly felt his hand detach. He looked up to see Hajime holding his hands away from Nagito and close to his heart.

I need you here to calm me dooooooown.
I need you to calm me
Down, down.

Hajime pulled Nagito into a hug. Hugging him while Nagito screamed, cried in pain. Every time there was a scream Hajime tightened his grip, to show him that everything will be okay now.

I need you here to calm me
Down,down
I need you here to calm me.

"Its okay Nagito I've got you. I love you."

"I will calm you down."

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A/N
Doooone.
How was it.
How did i dooo.
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