Unforgotten [Baguio Series #5]

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I opened my eyes and saw Jeremy sleeping beside me. Pareho kaming hubad at walang kahit na anong suot ang mga katawan. Ramdam na ramdam ko pa rin ang sakit sa ibaba ko dahil sa mga ginawa niya sa akin kagabi.

Now I know why every adult or older people that I know are addicted to this. Nakakaadik nga naman pala.

Jeremy made sure that he's doing everything right... that I'll never get pregnant even though he didn't use a condom. Hindi niya raw kasi gusto ang gumagamit no'n, at mas masarap daw kung wala.

I don't know how it feels with condom in his manhood, but not having it actually feels good, though. It hurts. With his length, it felt like something break inside me that I bled. But he did it again, and again, and again, until I don't focus in pain and just focus on the sensation and pleasure he gave me.

Two rounds for my first night...how the hell did I do that? Ang sakit sakit tuloy ngayon. Sobra.

"Jeremy..."

He moved when I called his name. He slightly opened his eyes. Bahagya pang nanlaki ang mata, pero nakabawi rin kaagad, nang makita ako. I laughed before kissing his lips.

"So, how was your first time?" he asked. "Good morning."

I laughed again as I hugged him tighter. "Good morning. It's painful and tiring. But it's fine."

He laughed. "What fine?"

"I mean, you're damn good! How the hell did you know all those things?" I asked.

He looked away. "O-Of course, I'm old enough. And I'm a guy, babe..."

Tumawa na lang ako at muling nakipag-halikan sa kan'ya.

But all I wanted was just kissing... and here he is now, on top of me again, going in and out of my body. It hurts... fucking hurts... but I love how it feels.

I'll never do this with other man if it's not Jeremy. I promise that he will be my end game. I won't love any other guy if it's not him.

Nang matapos ay naligo na kami at namasyal sa iba pang lugar sa Baguio. Nagpunta kami sa love lock fence dahil ang sabi ay mayroon na rin daw doon. Ayaw pa nga ni Jeremy pero sabi ko ay pumunta na kami. Bumili kami ng dalawang padlock at marker, tsaka dumiretso doon.

"This is corny, babe," pagrereklamo niya habang nasa loob na kami at nilalagyan ng initial ang mga padlock namin.

Tumawa ako nang dahil doon. "Huwag ka nang KJ!"

Tumawa na lang din siya. Pinagkabit na namin ang dalawang padlock namin na may initial. Tuwang-tuwa pa ako sa nakita dahil ang cute lang. Sabi nila, kapag nagpunta ang dalawang magkasintahan dito at naglagay ng lock na may initials ng dalawang taong 'yon, hindi na sila maghihiwalay.

I don't believe in bullshits but trying is not bad, right?

Matapos kong kuhanan iyon gamit ang cellphone ko ay nilahad ko ang kamay ko sa kan'ya. Tinaasan niya lang ako ng kilay sa ginawa ko.

"Your phone."

Bahagyang nanlaki ang mga mata niya. "What? Why?"

"Picture-an ko. Tsaka selfie na tayo," I chuckled. "Bilis na."

Tumawa siya bago nag-aalangang ibinigay ang cellphone niya sa akin. Napangiti ako nang makita ko ang mukha ko sa lockscreen niya. I typed his phone password and took photos of our padlocks.

Matapos no'n ay nag-selfie ulit ako sa cellphone niya, at paminsan-minsan ay sinasama ko siya. Hindi nga maalis ang mga mata niya sa cellphone ko, wala naman akong ginagawang masama.