Original Stories

My Relationship Issues

Ever wanted to know why I'm so fucked up or what my side of the story is????

Here you go.

Yes it's copy/pasted from discord, don't fuck with me
I felt like it was about time to talk about it after I ranted to someone about it and I'm too lazy to start it over.

TW: suicide, abusive, self harm

so, my first official bf back when i identified as a cishet (skrjhgjdgsfjgh EW what was I thinking??) he went out with me for like a week and then cheated on me with my bsf

my 2nd bf did the same

and then my 3rd one just fucking left without telling me and never reached out to me again

uuuh 4th person on the list is my first "gf" but i dont think she actually liked me and she lied about not being my gf and after 3 weeks, she told her bsf that i was making her uncomfortable and then skipped school and clubs for a day and made her bsf (who was also my bsf) yell at me the next day while she was gone and then played the victim card for the rest of her life same girl 3 years later dated my closest friend and then cheated on her, using polyamoury as an excuse

it just progressively gets worse and worseand yeah, but she's a known liar anyways and likes to manipulate ppl just cuz she cute

so, 5th person on the list was someone i dated, a trans woman who got bullied a lot and dealt with suicidal tendencies and an abusive home well honestly, i think i was more into her platonically than romantically, and i kept trying to help her with her issues, but then she just progressively started pushing her issues on me and refused to talk to an adult about it. I then after a few months broke up with her right after school in a classroom. she flipped tf out and started throwing chairs off desks and yelling at me, then apologized, and i never spoke to her again until 2nd year of high school where we sat in the same class, but i mostly ignored her

wait, there was one before that

my girlfriend b4 her was a bitch. we dated for about a week, but then one day she started talking shit about me on her snap (i didnt have a phone at the time) and i didnt know until my bsf told me the next morning. i asked her why later that day, and she goes "ahahaha we broke up like a week ago, i can say what i want" and i was like "bitch, u kissed me in the hallways fucking yesterday and said 'i love you'"then she pinned me to a corner by a vending machine and just yelled at me

cuz holy fuck its long and messed up

so, 2 years ago, my first year of high school, i fell for this person that i thought was the LOVE OF MY LIFE and dear god it took me forever to realize how wrong i was

so, this person and i had several classes together. i fell for them after about a month and we started going out, and everything was gucci. i remember the first time they asked me if i was okay with polyamory and little space and that's when it all started going downhill

soto start off, i was chill at first. they were dating me and my bsf, who was also dating my OTHER bsf (well, none of us are friends anymore)

but

i remember when it first started because my partner at the time kissed the other dude in the hallway during class and some kids i barely talked to (cuz they used to bully me) saw and then ran up to me and started screaming at me about my partner cheating

i was like "nah, they poly, ish ok idc" and they started asking me a million questions, which freaked me out and i started crying. all my bsf's in that class had to fucking form a circle around me and fight them off until my partner came back because none of the teachers were in the room