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More Dysphoria Related Stuff

I love Beatriz. She's not even a real frog, but I love her. I have her gay ass on a pin board above my desk so I can just look at her when I need inspiration. She's so cute and she makes me really happy. I'm proud of her! Go~ Beatriz!!

So

More dumb stuff about my dysphoria.

Honestly, I just thought I'd talk about things that make me dysphoric or just thing in general about me that get me stressed. Here's a list. <3

Also, this song is literally all I've been listening to with my fam and also while I'm writing this.

I keep seeing it in tiktok videos, but all I think of is Beetlejuice because that's where I first heard it.

The list is as follows:

My eyebrows

My lips

My fingernails

My chest

Being alone (especially in public, because then I'm very aware of my appearance and stress about how others perceive me)

My clothes

My voice (particularly my singing voice because I'm like between soprano and alto and it's usually a little high)

My pronouns (because I'm not out to some people and because some people are so ignorant and have such a huge stick up their ass and like to hurt my feelings)

Strangely enough, any anxiety can immediately set off my dysphoria, even if it's not related (ie my grades, relationships, other personal issues)

Crying. Crying makes me dysphoric.

Also, I'm starting to think I'm polysexual and not pan.

For anyone who's not aware, polysexual and pan are not the same and people generally confuse it with polyamory, which is a whole 'nother thing.

Polysexuality is an attraction to various genders, but with some exceptions.

I just don't think I like men.

But there are sometimes I do.

So I don't know.

Maybe it's just a personal preference, because I on rare occasions find males attractive.

(Oh but I will say trans men are more appealing than cis men. Same for trans women <33333)