TW: racism, homophobia, suicide, abuse, mental illness, self hatred, etc
Not me crying and about to puke because people on discord kept spamming the n-word and the f-slur and then started talking about suicide and threats and all that good jazz, I got yelled at for not caring about someone, and having been feeling emotionally depressed for the last week or so and then making it worse because for some reason I can't stop thinking about something my ex said to me and a bunch of stuff from someone who used to mentally, verbally and emotionally abuse and manipulate me and then dysphoria and body dysmorphia and I just overall hate myself and I'm so fucking done with people and trying to be happy.
