To Catch a Dream (CNS#2)

Chapter 20

Chapter 20

Again

A sad thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.   

Everyone's allowed to be in love with the wrong person at some point. In fact, it's a mistake not to be. 

He loved me. He loved me, but he doesn't love me anymore, and it's not the end of the world.   

He who has loved and who betrays love does harm not only to the image of the past, but to the past itself.     

As the time has passed, there are two things I've learned. Forget that you're gone and to value on what I have left.  

He fell on me like a wave. But like a wave he washed away, leaving no sign that he had been there.   

Unfortunately, we all have that one person we'd take back any second no matter how much they hurt us in the past.

At some point, you have to realize that some people can stay in your heart but not in your life.     

I don't think much about him from the past. I'm glad I knew him, but there's a reason he didn't make it into my future.   

Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.

Like success, failure is many things to many people. With positive mental attitude, failure is a learning experience, a rung on the ladder, and a plateau at which to get your thoughts in order to prepare to try again.

The only thing that will stop you from fulfilling your dreams is you.

There are always going to be things I look back on and wish I did differently but those very choices made me exactly who am I today.

"1, 2, 3 smile!" ani ng photographer habang nakatapat saakin ang camera.

Ngumiti ako doon. May hawak hawak akong umbrella at nakataas ang isa kong paa. Ang product kasi na ineendorse ko ay isang pabango.

Yes. Natuloy ako sa company na una kong pinuntahan doon. Kaya pala magaan ang loob ko sa may ari, ay dahil Tita ko pala ang may ari.

Pero kahit ganoon ay patas naman ang pakikitungo nila saakin. Kapag nasa trabaho ay nasa trabaho lamang.

Hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang taon na ba noong nag-umpisa ako sa trabahong ito. Finally, ang naputol kong pangarap ay muling natupad.

Kapag nasa pahinga ako sa trabaho, sumasali ako sa mga beauty pageants. Simple lang naman doon at dahil na rin siguro sanay na ako.

"That's it for today, Ms. Guerero." aniya saakin.

Tinanguan at nginitian ko nalang siya. And yes, simula din noon ay pinabago na ni Mommy ang apelyido ko, pati sa papeles ay binago na din.

Pumayag naman doon sila Mama, kasi sino ba naman sila para hindi pumayag? Malaki din naman ang pasasalamat nila Mommy sakanila dahil inalagaan nila ako ng maayos.

Kaya lang, hindi ko alam kung tuluyan na bang nagka-ayos sila Mama at ang tunay kong ina. Pero, hanggang ngayon ay hinihiling ko pa din iyon.

Minsan, kapag may natitira pa akong oras galing sa trabaho ay binibisita ko sila Mama sa dating bahay ko.

Hindi naman nawawala kahit paano ang communication namin nila Allesia. Madalas ay halos sa mga social medias nalang kami nag-uusap, kadalasan naman ay nagkikita kami kahit paano.