Soulmates

Chapter Thirty- Four: I'm Sorry

Theo's POV~
Shailene ended up leaving, even when I told her not too. However, I acted rude and treated her as if I owned her. I should have been more considerate.

Yet, I don't like her hanging out with him. He's danger, I know he is. Right now I'll just trust Shai, I know she can protect herself and she will call me if she needs anything.

The phone rings, I walk over and answer it.

"Hello?" I say.

"Hi, yes is this Theo James?" A male voice asks.

Why is a another man, not Nahko; calling on Shai's cellphone, "Yeah who's this?"

"This is Officer Scott Martin, I'm afraid to say that Shailene Woodley has been involved in a serious car accident. Sir, please come to Memorial Hospital as soon as possible." He explains.

Silence drifted across the apartment, my love has been involved in a car wreck. Tears swell up into my eyes and I say goodbye. If Nahko lives, I will beat the living shit out of him.

I quickly run to my jeep, start it and sped out of the drive way. I don't care if I'm speeding, Shai needs me by her side. She will live through this, I love her so much.

Shai's POV~

I was carried and lifted into an ambulance. My vision is blurry, I feel no pain, as if I'm floating on air. Is this what dying feels like? As if you're drifting off into a deep sleep.

No, I must stay awake. The nurse beside me keeps whispering encouraging words, trying to keep me alive. Her voice is soothing, she holds my hand tightly.

"Shailene stay with me. Your family needs you. We will help you but you need to stay with us baby girl." She whispers.

My breathing is steady and I begin to think of Theo. The first moment we laid eyes on each other. The day we hung out and hiked. Our first date, the Divergent premiere. Laughs and cries we shared on set and off. The first second our lips touched, the moment I realized I fell in love with Theo.

Then my mind drifts off to the future, a future with Theo. The Allegiant films, a wedding and delivery of our own child. Living together in a house, spending every moment together in happiness and peace. Theo is my soulmate, I have to live.

I feel the ambulance come to a complete stop, I'm finally here and my family will be here. In a matter of seconds I'm wheeled to the emergency room where I fall into a deep sleep.

Theo's POV~

I finally arrive at the Hospital, I see Shai's parents walking in. I quickly catch up and her mother turns around.

"Theo! You're okay!" She hugs me tightly.

"Shai wasn't with me, she was with Nahko." I frown and we keep walking.

"That man, I never trusted him!" She curses under her breath.

I nod my head and we enter the hospital. Shai's mom ends up going to the desk lady, they bring us name tags and let us up to Shai's room.

The doctor had informed us that Shai just got out of surgery about an hour ago. She has only minor injuries, a sprained arm and as mild concussion.

Shai's mom and I enter the room first, her father and brother said they'd wait. I notice Shai's frail body on the bed, she looks so peaceful. Then I scan her body and see the cast around her right arm. Her head is bruised, damn Nahko.

"My poor baby." Her mother cries and leans over to kiss her forehead.

"It could have been worse." I sigh, feeling horrible for Shai.

"I'll leave you with her. Theo, take care of her." She says, kissing my cheek.

I sit besides Shai's bed, grabbing her hand.

"I'm sorry I yelled at you, I didn't mean it like that. I love you very much and wished nothing like this happened." I kiss her knuckles.

Shai's POV~

I hear faint voices in my room, I don't want to wake up but my heart wants to see Theo. I want to know that he's by my side, protecting me.

"Theo?" My voice croaks.

"Shai baby, I'm here." He kisses my forehead lightly, as if I'll snap in half like a piece of glass.

My eyes flutter open and I smile, Theo is next to me. I'm alive and I cannot thank God enough for it.

"I'm sorry. I should have listened, I wouldn't be here." I sniff, feeling horrible.

"Love, don't worry. I forgive you, we both messed up. Don't be sorry baby, please don't." He smiles.

I breathe and feel relaxed after all this chaos. The rest of my family came into the room, being as quiet as they could. It made me feel better knowing that they are with me, I'm recovering a lot quicker than I thought I would.

"Hello everybody. Good evening Shailene." My doctor walks in.

I smile, he must have news for me.

"I have good and bad news. Shai, your recovery is remarkable. You are healthy as can be, however I know you were expecting." He begins.

Theo grabs my hand, soothing me for the bad news.

"However the baby did not make it. I am deeply sorry, the impact was too severe for the young one to survive." The doctor breathes in heavily.

My world falls apart in front of me. I never felt so much pain in my entire life. My baby has died, never seen the light of day. Theo pulls me into a hug, covering the sobs and screams.

"This isn't fair!" I shout in the midst of tears.

My mother comes over, letting Theo and my father to talk.

"My baby girl, please breathe." She whispers, holding me as if I was a child that had been shaken from a nightmare.

My tears is a rainstorm, my yells is the thunder. My child didn't survive because of my childish acts. Theo has to suffer all because of me.

I scream in fear and sadness, most of all regrets. I caused this and I cannot undo my actions.

"I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" I cry, my mother wiping my tears.

I'm living in my worst nightmare, I should have died. My life should have ended, not a poor innocent baby. I will not live with myself, I will not.

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AN❤️:
Hi everyone.... I'm not sure if you guys are upset after this chapter... I'm sorry :( Hope everyone got through this chapter, thank you all for reading!❤️