Soulmates

Chapter Nineteen: Always

Shailene's POV~

It's 1 AM and I'm pretty tired. I only had one drink, while Theo had two. Two isn't bad at all for Theo, it just makes him more happy if anything. He's still normal and not crazy.

"Theo?" I lean my head on his chest and he pulls me in.

We were discussing the premiere with Maggie and Kate. We all were excited and can't wait. Kate occasionally smiled at Theo and I. She knew I did the right thing and boy am I grateful for her advice.

"Yes love?" He answers.

"I think we should head back." I yawn, running my hand through my hair.

"Let's go." He kisses my temple and we say our farewells.

Once we arrived back to his apartment, Theo and I sat on the couch; turning the tv on. I snuggled up close to him, since it is cold out tonight.

"Shai?" He asks.

"Yes Theo?"

"I want to meet your parents on Christmas. They sound like lovely people." He smiles at me when I look up at him.

I nod and say, "Of course."

I lean in and our lips touch. Then, Theo pulls me on top of him, letting me sit on his lap. This had turned into a hungry and desiring kiss from being a sweet little one.

We separate, beginning to catch our breaths. This is what I want, to be with Theo for a long time. I can trust him and I can be myself with him. Six months and I have loved him for so long.

"Shai, what are you thinking?" Theo pulls a strand of a lose hair and fixes it behind my ear.

"I love you, I want too." I confess, my heart beating twenty miles an hour.

"Are you positive?" He begins to smile.

I breathe and say, "Yes."

{Warning: The next few paragraphs will be about intimacy and if you are not comfortable with reading what will happen then skip. I will let you know when to read after these parts. Thank you! :)}

Theo carries me bridal style and brings me to his bedroom. I begin to untie his dark red tie and pulling it off. Then we both unbutton his shirt, laughing when he finally gets it off.

"If mine comes off, then so does yours, Miss Woodley." He gives me a seductive look.

I begin to giggle and he playfully throws me on the bed. We continue to undress and then we were both naked. Theo looks over me and whispers into my ear, "So beautiful."

I get a fuzzy feeling in my stomach, he is so romantic. We begin to kiss with passion and I play with his hair while he had put on the condom.

Theo stared into my eyes, as if he was asking for my permission and I answered with a kiss. Slowly but surely we had made intercourse and it felt magical.

When it happened, let's just say it was an adventure. It hurt a lot but that's because I haven't done it since I was 18 years old. Theo was patient and I loved it. It was slow but intimate and I couldn't have wanted anything more.

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We reached our breaking points, and I snuggled up close to Theo. We got under the covers and the lights were off.

"I love you Theodore." I whisper and he grins.

"I love you Shailene." He kisses my collar bone.

"Stay with me?" I begin to fall into a deep sleep.

"Always." Was the last word I had heard from him before falling into a deep sleep.