"There's barely enough time to love in a lifetime, please don't give it all away to pain," his words were gentle, yet slightly pleading as his hand trailed down my cheek.
"But what if the pain has already consumed me?"
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𝐊𝐢𝐦
NOVA
At that point, I had given up. He scared me.
I hadn't experienced foreplay like that in a long time, it was definitely a level up from Kai. It started off so passionately, so meaningful, but it developed into something way rougher.
The way he shoved my body like I was nothing more than a ragdoll, he almost reminded me of... No... Even someone like Jimin couldn't cause me the pain he did.
"I said arch your back," his voice low and menacing as he pushed me down further. I was always taught to comply, so I just gritted my teeth and bared it. The thing is, I wanted it so bad... I wanted him but I wasn't sure if the person from earlier and the person present in the room with me coincided.
"Hold your breath, sweetheart." He gripped my hair tightly and my insides seized up as a protective instinct.
I was starting to think this was about me, not Jimin.
Willing my body to relax, I knew it was going to hurt way more if I resisted. I wanted to be there, I chose to come home with him and he'd made me feel so special.
He slowly aligned himself with me, and I truly anticipated the feeling of him inside of me. The only thing is, I just couldn't shake the feeling that this was only the beginning. As soon as I dared take control, he flipped.
What are you capable of Park Jimin?
Obeying his every command, I closed my eyes and took as deep a breath as I could with my airway restricted. His thigh twitched against me, preparing me as he began to push forward. But right before he could enter, a deep voice bellowed through the house, making the two of us jump.
"Jiminie? Are you home?"
I couldn't help but notice the wave of relief that washed over me as soon as he let go of my hair and I was able to let out the air I'd been holding.
Growling in frustration, he leant forwards and pressed his forehead just above my ass. I didn't move an inch, afraid of what he'd do if I did. "Looks like our times been cut short, Princess," he sighed, getting up off my body and reaching for a grey silk robe to cover himself up with, before exiting the room.
I allowed myself to drop onto the sheets, my body trembling, feeling heavy and drained.
"Oh, Nova," Jimin called, his head poking back around the doorframe, "fix yourself up and see yourself out." My heart dropped so fast into my stomach as he looked my naked body up and down with a smirk.
Why would he humiliate me like that? What was his problem? I just lied there sobbing to myself. I knew how it felt to feel worthless and he just brought back all of those emotions. I was foolish to believe a man like that would want any more than sex with a girl like me. To think it started off so well, I felt so safe with him, but just like that disgusting man in the alley he wanted to take advantage of me.
