"There's barely enough time to love in a lifetime, please don't give it all away to pain," his words were gentle, yet slightly pleading as his hand trailed down my cheek.
"But what if the pain has already consumed me?"
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𝐅𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬
JIMIN
I was trying to control myself after yesterday's shenanigans, but she wasn't making it easy. I don't know what feeling this was, but it had been driving me crazy for days now.
I wanted her, no scrap that, I needed her.
I thought I was finally getting somewhere when our bodies moulded together on the dance floor, but it seems I have competition. I knew it would be difficult. When he caught her in his arms that night, it's almost as if I watched his whole world change in that exact moment. I guess I was a tad selfish, getting in there first, but seeing Jungkook change from an emotionally unstable, sex hungry man, to the love-struck boy he was now... It made me question her even more.
Everything was going well until Tae barged into my apartment. If he had appeared a minute later, I could have got a taste of what I've been craving. It was a bizarre feeling that I couldn't quite put into words when it came to her. Watching her frightened little face run away from Taehyung set something off in me. Her personality was so funny, the girl who seemed pathetic and weak changed my opinion in a matter of seconds after bringing up her experience with loss... but then it all changed back when she came face to face with a threat.
I needed to get to know her. I needed to know how her brain worked, how she strategizes, how she fights, her hopes for the future, her regrets... I could listen to her for hours.
Watching her walk into the room made my heart drop; I was stunned by how breathtakingly beautiful she was. I'd seen her at work, looking undeniably pretty, but this was something else, she was exuding confidence and it looked so good on her.
Of course, once I was done appreciating her beauty, I was suddenly hit with the question of why she was even here in the first place? Panic drowned my body as I realised she was in a room with at least two hundred men and all their eyes were on her.
I've got to get her out of here.
If the worst thing she's ever had to deal with in her life was that perv from the club, then she wouldn't last five seconds with these men. I knew almost every man in this room, most of them were corrupt in some way: paedophiles, wife beaters, fraudsters, sex traffickers, you name it.
Why would Taehyung bring her here? She's essentially being served up on a silver platter for these men. The idea of more people pining after her made me burn up with anger.
I established eye contact with her as she glanced around the room and I could feel her fear and confusion.
Please don't drink! That'll make you even more of a victim amongst these people. I thought, flinching as she reached out for not only one, but two glasses of champagne. I couldn't hold myself back then, some superhuman speed came over me and before I knew it, I was snatching the glass out of her hand.
