"There's barely enough time to love in a lifetime, please don't give it all away to pain," his words were gentle, yet slightly pleading as his hand trailed down my cheek.
"But what if the pain has already consumed me?"
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𝐋𝐞𝐭'𝐬𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐃𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐔𝐩
NOVA
I hadn't spoken to Sana in days and I didn't plan on talking to her anytime soon. She was supposed to be on my side no matter what, but she betrayed our bond. She took Jungkook's side after he essentially broke my already broken heart.
She thinks she's all-knowing because she's in some perfect relationship with some perfect man, but Jin isn't perfect if he's involved with those men, they're drug dealers and smugglers - the two don't go hand in hand.
I gave Jungkook one final chance, hoping that he would do everything in his power to be the man he once was. I could tell he was sorry; I could also tell that he loved me, but men have this inherent need to fuck up and do something stupid beyond repair. It's my right and my responsibility to know when it's gone too far.
Jungkook was picking me up today to go dress shopping for Namjoon's fundraiser, but I still couldn't decide on what I wanted to wear. Jungkook was dead set on this black couture gown, but a part of me wanted to explore the realms of possibilities and venture outside my comfort zone.
I was getting ready for my afternoon out, trying to pick out an outfit that would be easy to take on and off, when I heard a knock on my bedroom door.
"What do you want, Sana?" I shouted, throwing everything I'd tried on back into my wardrobe.
"I want to talk," she sighed. I could hear her place her head on the other side of the door. "This has gone on for too long now, Novs, please just let me in."
I was going to hold my ground. "I'm not ready to talk to you yet, you really fucked up."
"I know I did," she admitted, just about loud enough for me to hear. "You know how protective I am of you; I think it's because I know JK and I know how much he loves you that I let him off... But to be honest, what he did was wrong. He abused your trust, he humiliated you and he drove you to be this person that I don't even recognise."
I'm still the same Nova, just with a backbone now.
I don't know what changed her mind suddenly, but I was glad she finally understood me.
"It's fine, I gave him another chance," I said nonchalantly as if nothing ever changed.
"You did?" She gasped, her voice sounding concerned as she pushed open my door without an invitation.
I turned to look at my best friend, my heart burning as she smiled slightly at me. All I wanted to do was run and give her a massive hug but a part of me was still mad, not just about Jungkook, but about the fact that she never gave Jimin a fair chance. He was misunderstood, just like me.
"I know he loves me, San. Over the years of failed relationships, I think I can tell who's real and who's not," I laughed, plopping myself down on the bed.
