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Why wouldn't he?🧸

Fandom: Stray Kids

Whumpee: Minho

Caregiver: Chan + Jisung

Request by praslinF

Trigger warning: low self-esteem, self-hatred (Please don't read if that triggers you. This is supposed to be a safe place for everyone, so if you find triggers in any of my fics, please message me, so that I can put in a warning. This book is meant for comfort and I don't want anyone to be uncomfortable because of me being oblivious to potentially triggering topics.)

Minho's POV.:
It was the ninth day in a row of me waking up without my boyfriend by my side, yes, I've been counting. Album deadlines were looming and 3racha has made the studio their new home. I had been busy recently too, but I would never be too busy for Jisung. I often tried to at least text the younger when we had different schedules but he never texted me. Whenever I text him to force him to talk to me, I get short replies and the conversation ends after less than three messages. Even when we have the same schedule, he's so distant. Today, we had dance practice before 3rache headed to the studio again. Although I had been trying to initiate conversations during our waterbreaks, Jisung talked little and there was barely a sentence which didn't include 'Channie-hyung' or 'Binnie-hyung' or most importantly 'I think we really topped everything we wrote before'. Of course, I was happy that my boyfriend was doing well but never once did he ask how I was doing. He always seemed to choose the other members over me. He probably didn't care about me anymore, if he ever really did to begin with. Jisung probably just wanted a boyfriend. Who didn't matter, it was just very convenient that one of his members was having feelings for him. He didn't love me, he just loves the idea of somebody loving him. If Chan or literally any of the members felt the way I did towards our squirrel, he would be with them.

I could barely think about anything else while I was showering off the sweat from dance practice. Most of our group were back at the dorm with me, except for 3racha that was. Drying my hair, I went back to my room and flopped down on my bed. Jisung's pig plushie was still there. He had lent it to me a few days ago when I told him I missed him. Great replacement, really. The rapper didn't seem to get it at all. A hug or maybe a short kiss might have helped, but what did I get? A plushie. "AAAAaaahhhh, my eyes! Hyung, you left the bathroom twenty minutes ago, put on some clothes! Jinnie, where do we keep the cleaning supplies? I'll need some acid to burn that image", Seungmin yelled after walking into our room. He stopped by the door covering his face and by the looks of it was contemplating leaving again despite being in his own room. I sighed, getting up after apparently being distracted for too long: "Don't pretend you didn't like what you saw. You're just jealous that not everyone can have an amazing body like me." – "In your dreams, hyung. I'm glad, I'm not that ugly, you visual hole", my donsaeng retorted, walking away and closing the door again.

Following his request, I got dressed since it had gotten a bit cold anyways. It didn't come as a surprise that Seungmin hated me but did he really need to remind me that I'm the least popular member here? Maybe if I made dinner tonight, my members would treat me more like one of them. I went to the kitchen and got to work. If Chan was sticking to his promise, they should be home in about half an hour. That was just as long as I needed to prepare our meal. Thirty minutes passed, an hour passed, no sign of 3racha still. Whipping out my phone, I decided to text my boyfriend and asked where they were and whether they'd be back anytime soon. Left on read again. Why did it hurt that much? It wasn't like I didn't already know that Jisung hated me, why wouldn't he? He only used me because of my feelings anyways. A loud ring pulled me from my thoughts and I looked at the caller ID: 'kangaroo'. Picking up, I was met with my frustrated leader's voice: "Minho, we'll be home soon but if you keep distracting us, especially Jisung, it won't get things done any faster." – "Well, sorry that I already had dinner ready half an hour ago when you promised you'd be home.", I spat, ending the call. I really didn't want to hear his voice anymore. Changbin and Jisung were the only members Chan-hyung cared about because they were also part of 3racha, so why was I even surprised? And why did it hurt so much?