EUPHORIA 1x1 : idk im scared but this must be a good show

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i think imma like this series. especially bc HBO has amazing visuals for its series + the storylines are often very real (if it's abt real things guys no dragons are real.. 🧐). and I've been listening to euphoria's music since it came out ksjd yes long time. but in my defense I always listen to labyrinths songs when they get released 🤭
the poster pic is also prettyyy
AND ZENDAYA.
what more reasons do you need

 what more reasons do you need

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okay
BUT.

there are multiple reasons why I'm scared to watch this. and why I put off watching it for the longest time 🙃

1. Romanization of addiction, suicide, depression and other sensitive subjects : don't think it's everyone and I'm not saying the show does this (bc Idk yet ) but a lot of "fans" / watchers do it. They're into like this "beautifully broken" kinda shit. or use terms like having a mental breakdown when it's not.
yk where I've heard the beautifully broken shit being used for so many times? in talking abt self harm. It's not beautiful, scars are not 'art of life' or whatever the fck those people say, it's not to be romanticized at any point. It's painful yes, psychically and especially mentally and it sticks with you forever. So no, there's nothing beautiful about it.
Also mental illness is not quirky, not cute, not a lifestyle, not something to diagnose yourself with. ITS REAL AND THEYRE SERIOUS ILLNESSES. sorry for the rage but I'm tiiiired, people only see the "edgy" shit not the actual bad things or not accepted things that come out of it.

2. personally I'm scared to watch this bc I'm afraid it will be triggering. in "real" series like this It's usually expected that some subjects will be hurtful to me so :/ kinda afraid to watch it.
at the same time, I read it was about a drug addiction, which I do not have any experience with so personally it's not a trigger. But I do want to understand it more, especially since I couldn't help my friend with it. So I thought I'd maybe watch this series.
I also heard that it has a lot of sex scenes I'm probably gonna skip bc spoiler alert- I can't handle sex scenes 🙃 (also they're minors ???)

sorry for the mini rant before even watching it but I've been holding of watching this for a loooong time 🤧

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Euphoria episode 1

not me going on HBO while not even have an account there and then get surprised I can't watch it because it's not available outside of the US area aka the reason I can't watch shameless anymore 😭

very much NOt illegal pirate site here we go.
but now there's no subs oof

i clicked on episode 00 instead of 01 and immediately I SEE THERES LESBIANS NO ONE TOLD ME.
oml now i see why I subsconsiously wanted to see it ksjdjd

okay but leggo to ep 1.

so she got diagnosed with mental illnesses when she was really young

ah man anxiety .. yep.

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