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Jimin

I'm extremely sad right now , so what's better than writing about my favorite human .🥺

Thursday January 21st , 2021
546 Words

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Sadness is an emotion that is sometimes just too hard to explain . The feeling of loneliness sucks you in like a black hole . Missing your favorite person hurts worse than anything on the entire planet .

The reason I'm sitting on my bed , crying with your suicide letters in my hand . Maybe if I had paid attention sooner you wouldn't be gone . If only I had got to hug and say I love you one more time .

Maybe if I would have noticed that you were becoming distant from everyone . All the obvious clues were swallowing me up and trying to get me too see the truth , but as always I ignored all the signs .

I always told you that you were the best actor I had ever knew . The smile on your face was so realistic every time I seen you . If you were still here I'd scold you for lying to me , but I guess I'll save that for another time .

You seemed like the happiest person on earth . Now as I stand by your soon to be grave ,  I let all my tears cascade down my face , remembering the many memories of us together .

The memories seem sort of distant like someone is taking them from me one by one . Do you miss us together too or is there someone up there fulfilling my spot ? The laughs , the smiles , and the hugs we shared will never be forgotten .

I know I wasn't the best , best friend and I'm sorry . One day when I meet you in the afterlife I'll get to hug you once more , but at this moment that's the only thing I'm craving for . To hear your voice and to hug you again .

Why did you leave so fast ? What happened to the growing old together and racing each other down the nursing home halls ? All the secrets we shared will never be exposed because in my mind you will forever be my best friend & the only person I had ever trusted .......

I hope you know that I'll love you forever no matter what .....

Sincerely , Y/N to the most amazing friend in the world , Park Jimin🦋 ...

I dropped the letter into the casket as they lowered you down into the ground . Never in a million years would I have thought that you'd be buried at such a young age . My family pulled me away from the grave saying that it was time to go . I couldn't miss how the snow fell once I entered the car .

In my mind , I knew that you had finally arrived to your new home .

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My family always says that if it rains or snows at a funeral the person is at peace and made it to heaven . That's what happened at my cousins funeral . Some of the sentences used in this oneshot are actually how I'm feeling at this very moment . I realized these past weeks that not getting to say I love you before someone passes is the worst pain to exist . I hope all of you tell everyone in your family that you love them . Have a nice night .