Kpop AMBW Imagines

Xiumin

I declined his call once again. My husband Xiumin had been calling my phone for over an hour . He took our three kids out for ice cream while I slept , but I wasn't in the mood.

I felt terrible . On top of my terrible mental health now came this .

I'm pregnant once again.

I loved children , but I didn't want to bring one into the world right now. I didn't even love myself , so how am I going to provide enough love for another baby ? I was worried , but I didn't want to stress myself too much in fear of hurting the baby.

I didn't answer Xiumin's call because I simply didn't want to be bothered . I was scared & I was honestly fearing for the worst .The doctor had told me that my pregnancies were risky since I always bled a little too much.

I didn't want to leave my family behind. I heard the front door open & the laughs of my three babies . I heard Xiumin tell them to wait downstairs while he checked on me.

He hesitantly opened the door to our room & walked in , seeing me laid on my side with tears running down my face .

He scooted in bed next to me & cradled me like I was a baby . He rocked us back & forth , whispering sweet words in my ear.

He looked over at the counter , spotted the pregnancy test, & realized why I was feeling the way I was .

"It'll be okay , I promise ". He said , rubbing my back.

Even though he was scared too.