Suicide. (34)

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--My POV—

Once Seth left, I stood back up, walked to the window, and just stared outside. I opened it, jumped out and phased. I was walking in my wolf form, till I heard Seth and Kayla’s voices. I walked near them, and heard everything they said. I heard Seth say everything to Kayla. He finished and I accidentally stepped on a twig. He snapped his head to me, and I phased behind a tree, came back out with tears coming down, and ran away. He doesn’t love you anymore. You’re just a pathetic loser, thinking the person you love, loves you back. I knew I was going to regret saying that. He’s playing my heart and me. I ran back to Sam’s and ran into the kitchen. Everyone looked at me, ‘Kaya, what’s wrong?’ someone asked.

Me: ‘Kayla, look. I like you a lot, and honestly, I think I love you. You have to trust me. I love you. Kaya is just some girl I’m a friend with. Kaya means nothing to me. I don’t care about her. I don’t want anything to do with her. I JUST DON’T LOVE KAYA HUNT!’

I quoted straight from Seth. I hugged everyone before I left the house again. I ran towards the beach, not wanting to run into Seth and Kayla. I ran to the beach, and listened to the ocean.

I looked like this...

I thought about things. Suicide.



I walked up the cliff a little, and thought some more. Suicide. Do it. 

I walked up to the top, sat down, and thought about everything. Suicide. Just jump

I stood up, ready to jump, but stopped myself as Koda’s face popped up. I can’t do this to myself. I can’t do this to Koda. I can’t do this to the pack. I can’t leave. It’s either now, or later. Later is my only option now. I backed up, and headed back to Sam’s. I went through the backdoor, and everyone was staring at me. Seth was gone, probably with Kayla. Kole stood up and hugged me,

Kole: Kaya,

I just looked down from him and everyone else. 

Kole: I thought you’d,

I shook my head and headed upstairs to my room.

(To all my readers, if you know someone who is going through a tough time. help them. Don’t just watch them go through it. because if something goes wrong in their mind, it'll set them off, and think about suicide. Suicide is 90% of what people think of now, at any age.. never resort to that. please. If you know anyone who tries to, or thinks about it a lot, hold them tight and never let them go. Be their savior. thanks.)

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