My Superstar 0.2 (Ongoing)

MY SUPERSTAR 34

After the shooting incident, I decided to condition my body. I run for hours and have my training every day. Jin is doing really well in firearm training.

Mas naging alerto kami sa paligid namin. Two of my men sacrificed their lives for us. They died that night while doing their job in protecting us. Mas lako akong nagalit at nagngitngit. Kaya naisip ko na kailangan ko ng kumilos. Hindi na ako maghihintay sa mga police para mahuli si Carmi. If they can't do it, then, I will do it in my own way.

"It's been a while"..

He handed me a bottle of water after I finished my pilates routine.

"Thank you"..

Kinuha ko ang tuwalya at nagpunas ng pawis.

"You called me early in the morning just to tell me we have a meeting today. So, what's with the early meeting?"

Nakabalik na si Jae galing sa bakasyon nila kaya naisip ko na pwede na kaming kumilos ulit.

"I want you to abduct someone"..

Bigla niyang nailapag ang gym bag niya sa sahig at umupo sa tabi ko.

"Whoaaaah! That's tough"..

Komento niya habang inaayos ang pagkakatali ng sintas ng sapatos niya.

"I want you to abduct Carmi's child"..

Lumingon siya sa akin ng marinig niya ang sinabi ko.

"You're joking, right?"

"Abducting someone is an easy job for me but not with a child, Yuri. We've done this before. We abducted Nat and Chaeyon and you didn't hear anything from me, because I can do the job well but not with an innocent child".

Nang wala siyang makuhang reaksyon galing sa akin, alam niya ng seryoso ako sa sinasabi ko. I'm not joking around. This is not the right time to joke.

"I know. We're not going to harm her. We will take care of her. I'm just thinking..maybe we can use her so that Carmi will show up".

Mataman niya parin akong pinagmamasdan na parang sinasabi niya sa akin na hindi parin siya kumbinsido sa plano ko.

"And what if she doesn't?"

Napabuntong hininga ako. This is so frustrating for me. Pakiramdam ko walang nangyayari sa lahat ng pinagpapaguran ko.

"Let's think of another plan, Yuri. Let's not involve the child. She's innocent".

"If you can't do it, I will do it".

Nagulat siya sa sinabi ko. Kilala ako ni Jae, alam niyang hindi ako nagpapadalos-dalos ng disisyon. Pinagiisipan ko ito ng mabuti. Bawat galaw ko, planado at sinisigurado kong magiging plantsado. Seeing me hopeless right now, is new to him.

"That's not the Yuri I know"..

"The people around me are getting involved. Taehyung was shot, two of my securities died, Jin is in danger. Everyone is in danger because of me and every single fucking day, it's getting worst. I may be a heartless bitch but I can't stand seeing them hurt because of me. What if they are planning to hurt JD and Jin, then, BTS? How about Angel and her kids? Jae, you could also be their next target".

Kung ako lang, kaya kong protektahan ang sarili ko pero ang dami nilang malapit sa akin. Hindi ko sila kayang protektahan lahat.

"Yuri, that's why we need to be cautious with our actions, and abducting Carmi's daughter is not a good plan. It's like you're digging your own grave. Carmi's parents are influential people here in Korea. If you're going to abduct their grandchild, it will be on the media in just a snap of your finger and you will be an instant suspect".