forever&always

~CHAPTER 19~

~HARRY'S POV~

It felt like a dream. I didn't know what I was thinking when I suddenly kissed her like that. I was crazy. I must have been out of my mind. I couldn't control me. I just wanted her so badly. I looked down and there she was here right now. Emily laid in my arms and with our fingers locked together. I held her hand tighter at the thought that this might still be in my imagination but it wasn't. It was still a daze to me how I use to look at her far away but all of a sudden she was right in front of me- fingers intertwined. I still remembered this morning when we finally found out about our feelings for each other. She thought that I hated her? And I thought she hated me. What a plot twist. I found myself smiling ear to ear and held her hand tightly. I looked down at my feet and came the flashbacks. Her eyes had been red and swollen from crying. And I was the reason. Her skin was still pale as snow because she had been sick by waiting for me out in the cold. I was suddenly so angry that the reason she was sick was because of me. I felt furious at her because she didn't even think it through before falling asleep outside. As I wiped away her tears, I could tell that she was angry at me. I felt the hatred in her words. Her words stung me. Emily had broken down and was a mess. But I wasn't going to let her go. I barely got ahold of her now and I wasn't going to mess it up. I wanted to hold her as tightly as I could and hold her forever. I couldn't stop smiling at her. Hand in hand, holding her tightly against me. She was mine and I was hers. We were together now. Just like I imagined- but a hundred times better.

~EMILY'S POV~

"Okay we get your point Louis. Pickles are cucumbers soaked in evil. And Niall, bread and butter pickles are really yummy. Can we move on from this topic now? By the way, what are you guys doing here?"

Liam suddenly hopped off from the kitchen table and rushed over to us." Liam had that smile on his face whenever he had something to tell us. He looked extremely happy and excited for something. Liam was clapping his hands and grabbed something off of his bag. The boys all gathered around in a circle and Zayn started talking.

"It's snowing outside! Snow day!"

"What's snow day?"

"Well basically whenever it snows here me and the lads here have a snow day where we just play in the snow. Snowball fight, snow angels you name it. And we all sleep over and stay up all night!"

"Snow day? Seems pretty cool!"

"Soo you lovebirds in?"

"Oh god Zayn. And why not? Seems fun to me!"

No wonder. The boys were all dressed warmly with parkas, scarves, mittens, earmuffs, you name it. Louis also had a plastic sled lying next to him and Zayn had Uggs on. They sure were prepared for the weather. I stood up from where I leaned against Harry to go get dressed up. I straightened out my shirt and stretched my arms out. I rubbed my eyes till they were bright red and walked over to the staircase

"I'll be upstairs getting dressed. Be right back!"

"Wait for me! I'm coming too. I'll go with you." Harry yelled.

Harry quickly propped himself up from the couch and jogged towards me. I smiled at him and he hugged me from the back. I tried to break free from his grasp but he refused to let me go. I held onto his hand and slowly turned around to face him. He put his hands around my waist and I put my arms around his neck. He adjusted my beanie again and wrapped me up into his jacket. Harry leaned in for a quick kiss but I quickly put my hand up my face and said.

"Easy there handsome."

"Handsome?"

"Mhmmm.."