Sincerely, The girl who left words Unsaid

12. 25 to Life_Eminem

Letter 5.

Dear Someone,

I couldn't write you a letter yesterday cause the song left me in a state of confusion & pain, a pain that I couldn't understand. When I heard that song I questioned myself how you felt about me whether you thought I was just a bitch ruining your life and controlling you but when I heard that same song for the second time I realized I was nothing like that song.

Hear carefully to it, it depicts a girl who asked for so much that he lost everything and he was fed up with the control chained around him, so much that he gave up. Now in our case let me tell you why you can't just relate me to that song.

I never asked you for any sacrifice.

I never asked you to waste your life on me, I was honest about my feelings from the beginning.

I never played with your feelings and nor did I play any games with your heart. 

I never gave you false hope. 

 I never controlled you and I still don't. 

 I fucking never told you to give up your life and stay faithful to me, dammit we are not even in a relationship so why would I want you to. 

 I never asked for perfectness. I respect you, yes I neglect you sometimes but I never like to see you in pain or in a fucking mess. 

I never took away your freedom nor did I imprison you in my world. 

I never asked you for anything but you make me sound like I'm the evil bitch in your life who has taken away everything and anything. 

The relation you and I have doesn't fall into this song cause dammit it's nothing like it. But I can't help but know now that I'm just a wicked poison drowning you and killing you.

If I was really a bitch like the one described in the song I would have never talked to you after listening to that song but yet when you messaged and told me about your result I felt bad and made sure to motivate you and make you believe in yourself, as much as you may think that I just use you and throw you away.

 I haven't done anything like that yet.

I hope to never be addressed as a bitch by you, I'm sorry if you feel I'm the evil in your life.

Sincerely, 

The girl who ruined your life.