Sincerely, The girl who left words Unsaid

30. Promise This_Adele

Letter 13

Dear Mad,

 I know you hate me by now for replying 'Ummmmm' as a reply to your 'I Love You' text but then again what do you expect to get as a reply when you know how It just doesn't fit into the scenario we are in? 

I hope you don't ever put me in a position where I have to not say something because I wouldn't mean it and in that process, I become silent once again.

Caroline gifted me a handmade Diary today, It was perfect and I loved it. I already knew that diary was what I was getting from her as a gift because I had mentioned It many times. Anyway, I haven't seen you since my birthday which is quite weird cause we generally used to bump into each other at least on a Wednesday or a Saturday but I guess we were just not meant to meet.

I was supposed to give a treat to my friend today but he didn't turn up more like he was giving a long list of excuses but I knew he was just worried about 'what if anyone saw us together' because he regrets the consequences that follow, he is the same guy I told you about whom my dad thought wrong about and today more than just a treat I wanted to clear things up with him about my father and how sorry I was for what all had happened quite some while ago. 

Till this date I haven't found him to be guilty, damn I have known him since I was small, we have played together, gone out for picnics but once we grew up things changed and like I said

This is a judgmental place 'moving around with a guy or just talking to a guy is like tying a rope around your own neck cause gossip spreads like fire'. He and I have literally been those nut heads sort of friends, we enjoy each other's company a lot but damn love? We never even thought about it.

I surely bored you with that story. Anyway, tomorrow's treat I hope It turns out to be awesome and fun. Be on time and and and sorry sorry sorry for that reply.

Sincerely,

The girl who wants you to listen to 'Promise this by Adele'.