Sincerely, The girl who left words Unsaid

45. Empty Note_Ghostly Kisses

Letter 16

Dear you,

I have never felt this sort of emotion that I have right now towards you, It's a first, to be honest. I never thought your goodbye was gonna cause so much pain that I would have to vent it out.Your call got me all confused, I was afraid to pick it up because of yesterday. I had no clue whether you were gonna scream & speak angrily or was it a call made by mistake. I said hello almost 3 times got no response and then finally you spoke & told me to come down to meet I was nervous to meet you, more off didn't wanna piss you beyond the limit.

I told you my lecture time cause I had a feeling that you might actually wait & I would tell you sorry about yesterday. But you are super awesome you come right after my first lect with this angry look and tell me to come out, I was in two minds again whether I should or not. When I came out your expression got me all freaked out that's the reason I followed you just like you said.

I was clueless where we were going & then you took a left on the 5th floor and then towards that area.

I'll be so truthful right now...

When I entered in, way you came towards me with an intimidating look so close that for a minute my heart stopped and I couldn't breathe, you then removed the rosary and placed it in my palm.

The way you came more closer to me and spoke in my ear gave me goosebumps, I had literally shut my eye that time that's the reason I just left from there cause It was too much. I couldn't find my words even when you told me something I can't even remember now, I just had lost my concentration after the 'Goodbye'

At the stairs at one point you were so close to my face, I felt your breath against my skin, you were close enough to touch our heads, and the things you said melted me with guilt and pain.

Pain because you were going on repeating one thing 'Goodbye'.

I wanna give you a positive Goodbye and not the one we had today. It was not right.

Forgive me for everything cause in the end Fool's are meant for making foolish mistakes so I'm really really sorry.

Sincerely,

The girl who wanted to scream and punch you for the continuous 'Goodbye'.