Letter 14.
Dear Stupid,
It's not about being Stubborn, It's not about being foolish, It's not about letting go. It's always been about your feelings, you tell me everything and I hear them carefully, I don't wanna miss a single thing that you try to say and that's how I know that you are getting overly attached and that's what's gonna destroy everything.
Ignorance is what I know and I can try my best at It but in the end, even I'm a human and It gets achingly disturbing to hurt you, to ignore you, to completely act like you don't exist. I don't wanna be a reason for your failure, I can't seem to ignore the things Benjamin told you, and let me tell you that he is right. What are you doing Shane, you are ignoring time & study, you're ignoring two of the most important things that are a part of your life at this moment & you're letting It slip through your fingers like your holding on to the sand.
Stop thinking about what If's you can have with me and put that whole concentration on your career, I told you my wish for my birthday is to see you achieve your dreams & be a success not to walk all over it and seem like there was nothing at all.
Guilt can eat me up whole but I want you to be dedicated to your studies and your future rather than me. Don't make me regret anything. I'm gonna reduce my time with you, I'm gonna see to it that you concentrate on everything else but me.
Let's talk about the gift you gave me.
The chain, you know I wasn't comfortable with the chain initially because it was short and was irritating around my neck as you know my skin is delicate but I was in love with the pendant, so I carefully removed the pendant and started wearing it with my old chain which is dear to me.
You asked me what do I think when I see the pendant, It, of course, reminds me of you, you know I have this habit of holding on to the pendant of any chain when I'm in deep conversation with someone, you actually were the one who pointed out to me about my habit.
But when It comes to your pendant when I hold onto it, I think about how you made me turn around and struggled to get the chain in one piece and then put It around my neck. It makes me smile, I haven't removed it since that day, except when I switched the chains.
I wear it continuously, it's dear to me, It always will be.
Sincerely,The girl who couldn't sleep last night realizing that she is fading away.
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