Mi Leona

"Don't make that sound unless you want me to tie you up."

*Valentina*

Emotions.

Pain.

Happiness.

Fear.

Disgust.

Sadness.

Love.

These are the basic emotions a normal human being feel, in their lifetime.

But am I normal?

No.

So it is clear that I don't feel any kind of emotions.

Now if you're wondering about my feelings towards Mason, then let me make it clear.

I was confused.

I mixed lust with... something else, I knew I couldn't have.

I didn't feel anything towards him, it was just physical, I realized.

But what I'm feeling right now is something I can't decipher.

It was all in slow motion.

Xavier, he was smiling at his own thoughts.

And that's when it happened.

A bullet being shot right at him, on his left peck.

Aiming for the heart.

The sniper was obviously successful.

For a second, I just lay right beside him. Not knowing what to do.

Then it happened.

Panic.

I panicked.

I panicked, seeing him struggle to breathe.

I panicked, seeing him slowly close his eyes.

I was shouting his name, and I could see he was trying his very best to keep himself awake.

But the blood pouring out of his chest was too much.

At this point I didn't know what I was saying, or doing.

Please don't leave me. You promised you would never leave me, love."I said softly.

I couldn't panic like this.

I can't.

Then it happened.

Fear.

In my whole life, I've never once feared anything.

Not even death.

I didn't feel fear when my mom died in front of my eyes.

Hell, I wasn't even fucking sad.

All I felt was plain numbness.

But right now, sitting beside Xavier, seeing the life slowly drain out of him did something to me.

Something I can't understand nor comprehend.

Because it's unfamiliar.

Pushing all of these useless emotions aside I quickly called our personal doctor to come as fast as he could in my room.

Dr. Greco came rushing in, as I opened the doors to my room.

Dr.Greco is our family doctor who has been with us since I was born.

He quickly called his assistants to bring the required machines and all while checking Xavier's pulse and wound.

I of course can't risk it by going to the hospital. So for the time being my room will be like his hospital bed.