"Girl y'all should've taken turns whooping her ass." Tamar said over the phone. We were on FaceTime having sister time.
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"Tay, you know I don't whoop kids and I told Kenny not to whoop her. And why is half of your face in the camera?"
"Because only half of my face is done. What is she doing now?" I giggled at Tamar's response.
"Up under me asleep." I said running my fingers through Peyton's curls.
"Toni... she's supposed to be in her room looking at the wall or reading a book."
"I can't stay mad at her for that long. That's my baby."
"You spoil her too much. That's why she called you instead of Kenny because he would've whooped her ass in front of her friends." Tamar said truthfully.
"Yeah, I know."
"Did you start back speaking to dad?" She asked me.
"Yeah, I spoke to him like 2 days ago. After the day that I blew up at him in the restaurant and walked out, he called me a week later. He said that he wanted to talk to me and if I was going to yell at him again."
"Please."
"I said no and we talked like adults. He apologized for not being there and I apologized for yelling at him."
"I'm glad that you and dad are back talking."
"Yeah me too."
"Oh, I have something to tell you." Tamar said.
"Alright, I'm all ears."
"A week before I came to LA I found out that I was pregnant."
"Oh my god, congratulations." I said excitedly smiling from ear to ear. I'm going to be an auntie again.
"Mmhmm, no." Tamar said shaking her head leaving me confused.
"Your pregnant?"
"No, I was."
"Aww, I'm sorry Tayme. I know how it feels to lose a child."
"You lost a child before?"
"Yeah, when I was Keri so I feel your pain but it will get better." I told her remembering what happened that day. (If y'all forgot it's in chapter 25)
"Yeah, I remember. I feel like it's my fault because I was overworking myself for the tour with Kandi."
"Tay, it's not your fault. You didn't know you were pregnant and that's fine. You can always try again." I told her and she shook her head no.
"No, I don't want to have another miscarriage."
"I understand. I wish I was there to hug you and tell you that everything is going to be alright. I wish like hell that I could do something to change this, that you wouldn't have to go through this." I saw a tear fall from her eye.
"It's a scary feeling but you are going to get better and stronger. Just know that it's okay to cry and that I'm always here if you need me, alright?" I said now wiping my tears that fell.
"Alright. You got a bitch crying over here." She said wiping her tears and we laughed.
"Did you tell mommy?"
"Yeah. She talked to me and everything."
"Oh, what did Vince say?"
"He was comforting me but I could tell that he was upset."
"Aww, poor Vince. Maybe you should go on talk to him."
"Yeah, that's what I'm going to do later." I was going to say something but I heard one of the twins crying. It was Jr. his cries are louder than Kayleigh's.
"Mommy duties." I said sighing.
"Go on and be a momma. Thank you for comforting me. I love you, T."
"Your welcome and I love you too." She hung up and I went to their nursery.
"Why are you making all that noise baby boy?" I asked picking him up and his cries stopped. I checked his diaper and he was wet. I placed him on the changing table and changed his diaper while making silly faces at him.
After I was done I threw the diaper out, placed him back in his crib, and washed my hands. Picking him back up I carefully walked downstairs into the kitchen and made him a bottle.
Making sure it was at the right temperature, I went back upstairs into my room and fed him.
"Slow down baby boy, it's not going anywhere." I said and he cooed. I turned on the tv but kept the volume to a minimum being that Peyton was still sleeping.
After Jr. finished the bottle I burped him then sat him up between my legs to watch tv with me.
"Where are you going, Jr.?" I said as he crawled over my legs going to Peyton.
"No, leave sissy alone. Let her sleep." I said picking him up and placing him back between my legs, this time facing me.
"Ahhh."
"I know you want to bother her but let her sleep."
"Hjshdhja."
"Yes, how would you like it if someone woke you up out of your sleep?" He just looked at me.
"Thought so." I went back to watch the tv and I felt Jr. crawl over my leg again. This time he was faster than me. He got on Peyton's back and bounced on her.
"Owwww." She groaned.
"Jr. no." I said immediately picking him up.
"You don't do that to your big sister." I told him and he started crying. Peyton turned over in the bed and looked at me.
"Go back to sleep princess." I said kissing her forehead and she slowly closed her eyes.
"Stop crying." I said rocking him in my arms and he slowly closed his eyes. Soon he was sleeping and I got up going into the nursery. I gently placed him in the crib and kissed his forehead. I checked on Kayleigh and I saw her she was sleeping. I kissed her forehead before quietly walking out.
Something is not right. Where's Sienna? It's way too quiet in this house which means that she is doing something that she shouldn't be doing.
I walked into her room and saw her asleep on the floor with a crayon in her hand. I took the crayon from her hand and put it in the box. I put the coloring book and the crayons on her dresser before picking her up.
"Mommy." She whined.
"Shhh, baby. I'm right here." I said laying her down in her bed. I pulled the covers halfway over her body and kissed her forehead.
Since everyone is sleeping, I might as well go to sleep too. I went into my room and saw Peyton sprawled out on the bed. Why does she sleep like that?
I moved her over and got in bed next to her. I laid in the bed for a couple of minutes before my eyes closed.
