Addicted to you // Steve Rogers

Chapter 19

Nightmare
"You're going to give me what I want, what you took from me" the man says punching and cutting me again "please I didn't take anything" I yell struggling against the chains that bind me to the chain

"Let me go" I scream as he runs a knife down my arm chasing another scream to escape my lips

I shoot up to see Bucky up on the bed holding me "it's just a nightmare" Bucky whispers, I look around to see everyone else still fast asleep. I look up at Bucky as he runs his fingers through my hair. He sits back down on his mattress but holds onto my hand "I'm here if the nightmares come back" he whispers and I smile "thank you" I whisper closing my eyes

A couple hours later i wake up to everyone except Steve gone, Steve was sat at the end of my bed, he looks back at me and instantly coming closer to me "hey" he whispers while brushing my hair out of my face "Are you hungry?" He asks and I nod slowly "I'll get you something to eat" he says and I nod

I lay in bed until he comes back with some breakfast. I eat it slowly and Steve glances over at me from time to time looking worried "here" he says handing me a water bottle that was on his side of the bed "you must be wondering where your dad is" Steve says and I nod slowly "he and the rest of the avengers are you a meeting with SHIELD about the protection of this place. They're going to make some adjustments to keep you safer"  Steve says and I nod again

"Do you want me to help you into the shower? I know you prefer showering in the mornings" Steve says and I look up at him "or not it's completely fine" Steve says brushing my arm causing me to wince "I'm so sorry" he says worried and I look away from him "I know that it's hard, what you're going through. But I'm not leaving you alone to get hurt again" Steve says and I look back at him with a small smile

"Shower?" I whisper and he nods instantly getting up and coming to my side of the bed, he picks me up softly before carrying me into the bathroom and sitting me on toilet seat before beginning to walk away "Steve" I whisper grabbing onto his hand "do you want me to stay?" He asks and I nod "do you need help?" He asks and I nod again

He begins to help me take off my clothes analysing every cut and every bruise on my body tracing it softly with his fingers, I look away from him "why would anyone hard you this way?" Steve thinks "I don't know" I reply inside his head. Steve picks me up once again and sits me on the floor underneath the shower, he grabs the shower head turns on the shower and sits on the floor with me with fully clothed

"You're getting wet" I croak out, my voice extremely raspy because of my constant screaming in the last couple of days "it's fine" Steve says beginning to wet my hair and body. He helps me shower while softly washing my wounds and hair so I didn't have to do it before getting me out and helping me into some dry clothes "I'm just going to get changed, is that okay?" Steve asks and I nod

While he was out of the room I put the TV trying to find a movie to watch just as my phone rings "dad?" I whisper into the phone "hey sweetheart how are you feelings? Is Steve taking good care of you?" My father asks "Yeah dad" I say "okay I will be home very soon okay?" My father says "okay dad" I say "I love you sweetheart" he says "I love you too" I say hanging up just as Steve walks in

"Disney?" Steve asks looking at the tv with a small laugh and I nod with a weak smile. He lays down next to me and I move closer laying my head on his chest feeling safer when I'm in his arms "I got you okay" Steve says and I nod slowly, I look down and see Steve hesitating to rest his hand on my body. I grab his hand and rest it on my side before looking up at him before leaning in. We kiss passionately and softly, this time it wasn't just pure lust that we were feeling. It was something else

Something I don't think I have ever felt this way before, not even with Theo. The affection in this kiss was different. He pulls away and places a soft peck onto my forehead before stroking my cheek with his thumb, I close my eyes enjoying it. He stops and he begin to watch the movie on the tv as Steve runs his fingers through my hair making me feel sleepy

I hear the faint noise of the avengers arriving, Steve moves me onto the bed so I was now laying on my own pillow "Steve, please don't leave me" I whisper "I would never leave you" Steve says sitting back down on the bed but a little further away, I know he is doing that so nobody finds out about us. The door opens to reveal my father looking extremely worried "how is she?" He asks Steve "she's eaten once today, um she's showered. She's not talking much yet" Steve explains to my father who nods

My father sits on the end of my bed as my eyes begin to get heavier