Addicted to you // Steve Rogers

Chapter 4

It's been a couple of weeks since the New York attack, Steve left with Natasha to deal with a different mission.  "Dad when was the last time you slept?" I ask joining my father in the basement where his lab is located just as my father gets hit by a piece of suit which sends him crashing to the floor and the entire suit to fall apart "Oh i got enough" My father says groaning while getting up "Jarvis how long has he been up?" I ask "Almost 72 hours ma'am" Jarvis replies "I regret giving you the function to command Jarvis" My father says and i stare at him

"Pepper is going to be furious" I warn him "But your not going to tell her" My dad says and i roll my eyes "I am worried about you, if your don't get some sleep i am going to tell her" I say looking at him seriously "Where are you going?" Dad asks "I'm going for a run and you should seriously be more careful dad, you're going to get sick" i say "You have PTSD" I say "If you can live with the battle in New York so can I" Dad says and i stare at him

"Dad, you almost died. And if you think i still don't get nightmares about it, you are very oblivious because i really do. I just don't feel the need to hide it" I say "Get some sleep" I say annoyed before leaving for my run, i run around with headphones for a long time before returning home to see a giant bunny at the front of the house "Hey dad was that giant thing outside when i le- Pepper what are you doing?" I ask watching her talk to one of my father's suit 

"He is insisting on wearing this in the house now" Pepper says and i laugh "He's going crazy is he not?" I ask with a laugh "He is driving me crazy darling" Pepper says laughing "It's date night isn't it?" I ask and "Well it's meant to be" "Well i will get out of your way then, just going for a swim then right back to my room" I say and she smiling before going to my fathers lab. I get changed into my bikini and head to the pool trying to get my head away from New York. I know i complain about my father, in reality i am a hypocrite. I haven't slept properly in weeks too and i can't help it. The nightmares they keep me away all night 

With Nat on a mission i have barely even spoken to her since New York. A couple of hours later i decide to have my shower and get into bed to watch some Tv before leaving Natasha another voicemail "So i'm having troubles sleeping again. I don't know how you cope with so many missions this way, but i miss you and my father he's falling apart here too. I have no idea what to even do, this Mandarin situation is also driving him crazy because he knows it isn't our business. I hope your safe and um how's Steve?" I say with a laugh "I hope to hear from you soon, bye" I say hanging up

I close my eyes and feel myself falling asleep

Nightmare

"Close the portal" Steve says "No Steve don't" I yell trying to find my father "He's not going to have time to come back Steve" I yell flying up towards the wormhole trying to find my father "You think you won sweetheart? You think he was there?" Loki asks holding my father by the neck 

"You idiotic humans believe you have any chance against a God" Loki asks with a laugh while dropping my father "Dad no" I scream flying down but not fast enough to catch my father, he drops on his back. His body becomes limp and lifeless "No" I yell in pain watching my dads eyes close "Dad" I yell dropping to my knees as my magic bursts out of my body creating a wave of power throwing everything around me out of reach

I look around seeing Steve laying on the floor bloody and beaten "Steve" I whisper "Nat?" I say seeing her body on the floor "Natasha wake up" I cry