The Good And The Broken [HARBARA]

chapter 9

Jangan lupa vomments!♡

Authors pov

Setelah memastikan semua kakaknya tidur diruang tengah, illyan mematikan TV dan membereskan sedikit kekacauan yang mereka perbuat, ia memilih bernyanyi dibalkon dengan gitar kesayangannya walaupun jarum jam sudah menunjukan jam 1 dini hari.

I'm writing you this message just so I can say that I love you
I had to let you know that everything about me was you, yeah
I think it's time for me to leave, but I'll never leave you
I just looked at your pictures, so the last thing I did was see you

I'm 29, my anxiety's eating me alive
I'm fightin' with myself and my sobriety every night
And last time I couldn't barely open up my eyes, I apologize

I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright
You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright
I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone
If you ever feel alone
You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright

I hope you get to go to all the places that I showed you
When I was on the road and couldn't be home to hold you
Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you
So just try and keep in mind everything that I told you

I'm 29, and society's eating me alive
I'm fighting what comes with this notoriety every night
This is the last time I'll ever open up my eyes, I apologize

I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright
You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright
I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone
If you ever feel alone
You're gonna cry and, baby, that's alright, it's alright

And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah
And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you
And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you
I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah
And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you
I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you

And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah
And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you

“illyan, is that you? Kau belum tidur?” tanya harry sembari mengucek mata hijaunya, dia terbangun dari tidurnya dan hendak pindah kekamar yang disediakan louis, tapi ia penasaran akan wanita yang bernyayi disebelah balkon kamarnya. Balkon kamar harry dan kamar illyan terhubung. Harry pun duduk disamping illyan ia tampak terkejut.

“seperti yang kau lihat, apa yang kau lakukan?” tanya illyan sembari menyesap rokoknya, disampingnya pun banyak botol botol bir kosong dan sebungkus rokok, harry berasumsi itu semua illyan konsumsi tanpa sepengetahuan louis, ia tahu betul keluarga louis tidak merokok apalagi membiarkan anak wanitanya merokok.

“aku hendak tidur dikamar ini, tapi sepertinya tidak jadi, kau tak apa?” tanya harry, “aku baik, sebaiknya kau tidur, aku akan tidur sekarang, bye” ujar illyan dengan terburu buru.

***

“wah, sepertinya ada yang sangat siap untuk kuliah” goda luke, “not really hahaha” tutur harry dengan tawa. “good morning guys..” sapa louis, “morning lou” sapa mereka semua.

“guysss breakfast ready” teriak illyan dari arah dapur, mereka semuapun bergegas menuju ruang makan, hari ini illyan memasak bacon, telur dan sosis. Mike selesai makan lebih cepat dari yang lain ia pun menyiapkan delapan gelas susu untuk mereka semua.

Illyan duduk didepan harry, tapi sedari tadi illyan menghindari harry. Tak ada senyuman, sapaan atau bahkan kontak mata. Harry tak aneh akan sifta illyan itu, “mungkin gara gara semalam aku memergokinya merokok” batin harry.

“karena kita kedatangan anggota baru, luke, mike, ash dan calum seperti biasa. Aku, harry dan zayn akan berangkat bersama sembari menjemput gigi” zayn dan louis memang selalu menjemput gigi karena arah rumah gigi searah dengan kampus mereka, “illyan ikut siapa?” tanya luke, “aku ikut kalian saja” jawab illyan sembari menatap harry sinis.