If I Die... (Final Ending to Deadly in Love)

Chapter 27

Chapter song: You're Heart Is A Muscle by Carly Rae Jepsen
(Christie's pov)
"You've got a nice body"
Jason chuckled as my hands were tightly taped behind my back.
"Let's get started, shall we?"
Jason took off his shirt again. I cried and begged him not to hurt me. Jason stripped down then stood behind me. I cried and shook in fear and regret.
"I get the first choice"
He chuckled in evilness. I felt his fingers rub against my area, and I held in a moan. His fingers entered me, making me move away, but he pulled me back and started to finger me viciously. I let out a desperate and sad moan. The pleasure was in charge of me, and I released myself on him.
"Damn, you're so wet"
Jason spread my legs farther apart then entered me unexpectedly, without protection. I moaned loud and fearfully. I hated the pleasure.
"Alright, knock yourself out, boys"
Jason started humping me forcefully. The other guys chuckled and walked closer. I squirmed and begged for them to stop. Soon enough, I felt someone enter my mouth.
"Suck me"
The guy grabbed a fistful of my hair and jerked me back and forth to suck him. I gagged and choked a few times. There was a tremendous amount of pain in my rear end, and I screamed painfully while still being made to suck someone. My crying increased as my body was being penetrated all over. I wanted Justin so badly. My area was throbbing as I felt another person enter me. I was screaming nonstop in pain and horrifying pleasure. I felt someone rubbing my area as I was being raped brutally. My screams and cries died down as my voice got sore. I was still being forced to suck someone. The pain was never ending.
"Oh yea, can Justin do this, baby?"
Jason chuckled as I grew weak from struggling with the pain.
"I bet you wish he was here right now. What will he do? Hold you tight? Call you his baby? Bullshit"
Jason teased. I don't know how many releases I've done, but that's probably cos I'm in so much pain. I hate this. I hate myself. I hate the fact that Drew has to witness this. I just hope he doesn't know what's happening.
. . .
The suffering lasted about a good hour before it stopped. I was whimpering, shaking, and sobbing on the floor with my hands still behind my back.
"That was fun"
Jason chuckled and motioned his gang to follow him to a table. They talked until Jason pulled out a knife.
"Now, who'll die first? I'm thinking the baby"
Jason snickered as he aimed the knife in Drew's direction.
"N-no p-p-please"
I was throbbing and aching in pain. I shook and whimpered. Tears streamed down my face. Suddenly, I heard a loud bang on the warehouse door.
"Who the fuck is it?"
Jason spat at one of the guys. John went over and looked out the door then cursed to himself.
"It's your brother"
John sighed irritably.
"Godammit. I just wanna kill someone!"
Jason threw the knife on the floor. The banging got louder and the door started getting loose.
"Go"
Jason snapped, and the guys left.
"I'll deal with him"
He snickered right before the door broke down.
"I'm so sick of your shit! Nobody lays a hand on her and gets out alive!"
Justin looked beaten down and furious, his face dirty and full of anger. His hair was messy, and his clothes were sloppy. His chest was heaving deeply as his jaw was noticeably locked.
"I was just about to kill her"
Jason beamed and pretended to be upset.
"Go to hell!"
Justin lunged at Jason, punching him angrily. Jason was fighting back, hitting Justin in the face. They threw kicks and punches until Justin was catching his breath.
"Hey, Justin, how's your shoulder?"
Jason grabbed the knife off the floor and stabbed Justin's injured shoulder. Justin groaned and fell on his knees. Jason snickered before leaving the building. I'm guessing the police were on their way. Justin was bleeding badly and whimpering as he forced himself up on his knees.
"Fucking shit, Christie, what happened?"
Justin crawled painfully to me and quickly freed me from the tape. I couldn't speak or move. I couldn't do anything.
"It's ok, baby"
He put his jacket over me and winced. I shook and trembled, and I couldn't stand on my own.
"C'mon, baby, I'll help you"
Justin helped me stand with his good arm. He grunted and winced before collapsing on the floor, taking me with him.
"Sorry"
He helped me up again and grabbed Drew. He leaned against the door, breathing unevenly. I took a step before my legs gave out. Justin barely caught me then weakly threw me on his good shoulder. I whimpered as he struggled to get in his car.
"Christie"
Justin was panting and hissing in pain. He looked like he was about to pass out, so I used whatever I had left to weakly press a towel on his shoulder. He pressed it for me and laid his head on the seat. The car started, and Justin drove terribly to the apartment, swerving and hitting the brakes unexpectedly. When he parked, he honked, then our friends came rushing to the car. They must've known. I made sure I was covered before the girls surrounded me and Drew to help us. I just want to be left alone right now. I was led into our apartment. I handed Drew to Stacy, signaling that he should stay with her tonight. She nodded as Brie and Kayla provided me with blankets and medicine.
"Are you gonna be ok?"
Kayla asked worriedly. I nodded, then they hugged me, then everyone was forced to leave by Justin. I whimpered and shook but not because of the cold. Justin was in the kitchen, groaning and hissing as he took some pain pills. He painfully walked to me and sat beside me. I was unable to stop crying. Everything was a mess, and I wanted to let all the tears out.
"Christie, I'm sorry. I-I don't know how I let this happen"
His eyes teared up, and he put his head in his hands. I cried with him and hugged myself.
"I'm gonna stop this shit. I don't give a fuck anymore. Nobody treats you like that...nobody"
Justin sounded mad, but his voice was wobbly and tears streamed down his cheeks. I couldn't speak at all. Even if I wanted to, the pain was too much for my head to sort out. I remained tearful and cried even with my throat sore.
"We should rest"
Justin sniffled and pulled me into the sheets. Not even the warmth and comfort of his body could make me feel ok anymore.
"I'm sorry, babygirl. I'm so sorry. I wish I could've done something"
Justin's sobs were breaking me down even more. His breathing was uneven, and I could feel his sorrow through his breaths. Even though I couldn't speak, I pulled myself closer to him. I was crying just as much as he was.
-7am-
It was impossible to get any sleep. I couldn't get the thoughts out of my head. How could I let strangers take advantage of me like that? I feel so disgusting and ashamed. I can't live another second with this holding me down. I'd rather die.
"I'm sorry, Christie"
Justin sat up in bed and looked at me. I tried to speak, but I couldn't. I just nodded and hugged myself.
"Christie, you deserve so much more than this. I tried to give you a better life. I wanted you to be happy and stay happy forever with me. I thought...I thought everything was gonna be ok. If I would've known about my brother, I would've made sure we were safer. I know I haven't made things easier for you. I just want you to know that I love and care for you and Drew. I want you to be ok, but I've only made it worse. I'm so sorry"
Justin held my face gently in his hands. I could only cry and nod.
"He won't get away with this. None of them will"
He whispered in my ear. I couldn't look at him. I didn't feel good enough for anything right now. I felt dirty and guilty for letting other people take advantage of me.
"If you're mad at me...you should be"
Justin stroked my cheek. I shook my head. I was mad at myself, not Justin.

(A/N: I'm so obsessed with Where Are Ü Now😱🙌😍 Next post is on Monday💙)

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