Chapter 52: back again

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Hailey's POV
Today I am happy to be waking up to Jay's alarm because I am finally back to work. These past weeks have been the hardest weeks of my life but I am really glad to be getting back into the swing of things. The whole thing with Faith really destroyed me and the actions taken after that we not the best but I have managed to not have a lot of drink and I not longer feel the weight of her death as much as I did before. It's still heavy and still there but it's not as crushing as before. I'm excited to just go back to work and even if it's just to do paperwork I will be happy. I've miss having a routine, my job and helping people. I'm ready to just get back and solve new cases and protect people again. I've also really missed all of the guys. They have all been a bit tiptoe around me since Faiths death, which is understandable but I just want to go back to normal. No awkwardness, no sadness and most of all no pain.

I get out of bed and head to the the bathroom so I can shower. I turn it on and hop inside. Once I have had my shower I get dressed and then head down stairs. Jay already has the coffee on when I get down. I pour myself a cup and grab a breakfast bar from the cupboard. Once we both have eaten something we grab our guns and head outside. I lock the doors and then jump into the passenger seat of the truck. As Jay drives us I look out of my window and out onto the streets. I feel desperate just to into the bullpen and catch a case. I need to feel the adrenaline pump through me again. I need to feel the rush of working and having Jays back again. I just need to feel alive. I'm brought from my thoughts when a call comes in on the radio about 'shots fired' and I look over to Jay. He nods at me and then turns on the sirens. I grab my radio. "5021 Henry, two plain clothed officers responding" I say as I pass Jay his vest and I put mine on. I'm finally back to work and I'm more than ready.

*Sorry that it's so short but when there like this there always terrible. Basically this is irrelevant and embarrassing. Can't believe I actually posted this but it's just to help the story. It's probably my worst chapter sorry guys. Hope you can still enjoy it though Xx*

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