One Shot (ChanDara <3)

Love is Full of Suprises

Edited: 03-24-2019

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Friends.

That's what we are.

"Best Friend"

That's what you call me.

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We are always together. In coming to school, going home, during lunch time, free time and sometimes in weekends

Well, that is what Best Friends do.  I thought I could look at you and would always think this guy would always be my Best Friend FOREVER.

but it was was all in the past,

Before I felt something for you, something that I know that once I start, I could not stop.

It might break everything that we have.

That's what I'm afraid of.

I love You  

Will you blame me If I say fell inlove with you?

Years. It was been years since we became friends

I was afraid that I might destroy it. 

I dont want you to avoid.

I dont want you to leave me.

It's fine even if it hurts like hell every time I get a glimpse of you having fun with another girl.

Why? Because I know you will never love me more than best friends.

Oh wait,  you can love me morethan a friend

but only as a sister.

Hurts like a bitch.

It's fine that you cant repay my love for you.

Just dont take the things away from me that's keeping my heart alive.

I can't seem to breath every time you smile at me. Every time you greet me, even with a single "Hi" could make my heart jump. Your jokes that never fails to make me smile.

And most of all

Your Prescense 

If I know that you are here beside me it's fine.

Am I a masochist? A martyr? Or am I stupid? Maybe all of the above

I just want him to be with me even if he just treat me as a best friend. No more no Less.

I hid all my feelings for you everyday, it feels like one wrong move of my tongue, all of my hardships will pop like bubbles.

I kept my secret......

...... until.....

Monday Morning

"Dara! Best Friend!" he said while smiling at me

I smiled back. I always hope that maybe somday, there will be no 'best friend' in the end of my name every time he calls me. Seems to me like that won't happen any time soon.

"Morning Chanyeol"

"I have something to tell you.."

"W-what is it??"

"Is it okay if we talk privately??"

Wait....What?  Is it finally gonna happen? That scene I have always imagined?