FORBIDDEN LOVE

August, 7 Josephine arrives

Jayden Bay started his story:

When I was 3, I was really happy. Once my mum and dad came to me and informed me that soon I would become a little brother of a little child. I was startled, I slept bad and thought that my parents would forget me after my grief would be born.
I was an active kid and had many friends in my kindergarten, but when I was at home, I felt loneliness. So, I started to dream about my younger brother. I could play with him and we would have common interests, toys and secrets. In hot July my mother had a big belly and everybody in our house was waiting for a baby born. It was Sunday when my parents were discussing a name of the baby.

"Kim, it would be better if we call her Juliet!", said my father merrily.

"I think Jessica is good, your mum will be glad to have a granddaughter in her honour", my mum was persistent.

"Why are you choosing only girls' names?''- I asked, crossed my arms and frowned a bit. "We are waiting for a boy, my brother, aren't we?" - I wanted to cry at that moment.

"Oh, dear! We are having a little charming girl", my mum tried to calm me down touching my head sweetly.

"No, it will be Jo, I've already created his name. We will play together and maybe, sometimes fight." I was like a capricious child, so naughty boy.

My parents were embarrassed by my reaction to that news. I rushed to my room, slammed the door and breathed hard angrily. I wanted to cry like a small baby. My room was so big, there was a big bed, a white furry carpet on the floor. I sat on the carpet, took my box of toys and tried to forget about this unpleasant situation between me and my parents.

"What's wrong with him?" - my father was confused. "I think, he is worried a bit." - my mum came to my dad and hugged him looking at his face happily.

Since first August I didn't see my mum, because she felt so bad. I already hated this baby, but I hoped that it would be a boy, my brother. All week it was raining. I couldn't walk, all members of our family was in commotion. I felt upset, I wanted to escape my house. I constantly thought how this baby looked like, I hoped he would be friendly.

August, 7. I woke up, the rays of the sun were running around my room. My father appeared in my room with a broad smile and said to me to get dressed. I jumped my bed out, to my surprise, I was so excited and happy. "Now I am meeting with my bro", my mind drew some funny pictures in my head.

We went to the hospital so fast or maybe, I didn't notice the road. But.....Looking at this baby, I was shocked. It was a girl, fucking girl. Her blue eyes were shining brightly. I was speechless. I didn't hear my parents. But my mum said: "Jay, we were thinking over your suggestion about her name, we decided to call her Josephine, you can call her Jo as you wish."

My world was ruined by this girl. She changed my life forever. Oh, I didn't aware how these blue eyes would stay in my life forever. I love you, Jo.