FORBIDDEN LOVE

I will be the first, I promise

When I saw Tracy first, my heart didn't tremble. She wasn't my type at all. Her manners, gestures, body language was not so nice to me. When we were in a car, her mother was talking. Hanna told how my mum and she had got acquainted. Tracy was just smiling. I wanna see my Jo and be with her in her birthday. I hate our ages, I wanna get older and not to depend on our parents. I wanna escape to desert island, the most important thing was to be together. 

I understood Jo didn't like Tracy, but our parents repeated about me and Tracy were a great couple. Super! Hate it! When Jo came into her room after dinner, I was worried about her emotions. But Tracy was next to me all the time. My dad offered us to go to my room and do something childish things. When Tracy was showing me her favourite bands and their songs, I heard the sound of Jo's door. I asked Tracy to excuse me and went to the bathroom with my phone, I wrote to her: "Where are you going, Jo?", "Answer to me, please!", "Can we talk?" - but in my soul I knew that she wouldn't answer to me, she was so capricious. 

I called Toby. 

"Toby, hi! Where are you?"

"You don't want to say sorry after our fighting where you were the first who attacked me!"

"Just say to me, where are you? Ok, sorry. But you should confess that you don't have right to kiss my sister, because she is small for you, you know!"

"She was the first who had kissed me, I couldn't resist, you know, I like her!"

"Is she with you today?"

"Yes, I think she likes me too. Today we're gonna have a great party."

And suddenly, I heard her voice. She had already been with him. Far from me, and I didn't know what the place was. 

"Give Josephine the phone, please, Toby."

Toby was irritated, but said to her: "It's your mad brother, would you talk to him or he wouldn't give us to have a great time."

"Jayden, why are you calling? Don't you have a great time with Tracy?"

"Calm down, ok! Don't be jealous! I didn't do anything to betray you. Do you hear me, honey?"

"Ok, but don't bother me today to have some fun with my friends."

"Ok, I promise. I won't call you today, if you promise me not to kiss him, not to do silly things, you understand what I mean."

"I don't know, I can't promise you. Toby is so nice."

"Don't make me crazy, Jo! You are mine, only mine. I promise, I will be your first man, ok!"

"Ok, let's do it today, then."

"No, we have the guests in our house, remember."

"Alright, then let it be my present for my birthday from you."

"You know, Jo. It's not so pleased gift which you will get to your birthday. You should know the first time is always painful for girls. And maybe you don't like it."

"So, let's see and I decide myself it is good or not. But with Toby will be more painful than with you."

"Don't mention his name in our relation."

"Ok, it's time to go, bye" - she cancelled our call. 

I heard the knock at my bathroom door. It was Tracy, I forgot about her. 

"Are you ok, Jayden?"

"Yes, I'm coming."

When I came out, she was looking through my books on the shelf. 

"Your mum called us to try her desserts, go?"

"Yes, sure. Her cakes are perfect, you will regret if you don't taste them."

We went down, the smell in the kitchen was wonderful. We sat at the table and my phone beeped. I turned my screen on and saw sms from Jo. "How will you fuck me?"

My important man's part was getting hard, my cheeks flushed, my mouth opened like before kissing and I lost my appetite. I could answer to her to be sure she would be mine: "I will fuck you so tender and hard at the same time, because I love you and hate you simultaneously."