FORBIDDEN LOVE

Forget him

After Jayden's win, we didn't speak. I returned home and continued driving with Ben. He offered me to take part in a race.
"But you said that only boys could take part in this race."- we were in a cafe having lunch.
"Yeah, that's right. But you can beat everyone, Jo."
"Ok, should I prepare more?"
"A bit, we need to practice getting speed not wasting precious time."

Message from Jayden: "Josephine, we need to talk. Mum told me that you would part in a car race. Are you crazy, girl? Don't do it! It's so dangerous."

"Who is Jayden?"- Ben saw his name on my phone's screen.
"He is my brother."- But my mind demanded to answer that he was my dream man.
"What does he do?"- We needed to change the theme of speaking. I didn't want to speak about Jay. Bad memories were in my head and I felt uncomfortable.
"He is a rising fighter. But better to discuss my future race, if you don't mind."
"Really, mister Jayden Bay is your bro, come on! I don't believe you. All our guys are his fans. We see all his fightings."
"Ben, we are speaking about me not about my brother."
"Sorry, Jo. But just why you are keeping him in a secret."
"It's not a secret, Ben."

Toby came into the cafe. I was glad to see him.
"Jo, I have seen you mum. She asked you to buy some food."- Why my mum asked Toby about it. To my mind, the 21st century created the mobile phones.
To tell the truth, I thought Toby had imagined this situation to stop my talk with Ben. But he gave the shopping list written by Kim's hand. Toby didn't lie.

"Thanks, Toby. I'm going to the shop."- I stood up and Ben stood up too and said: "Do you need some help with heavy bags?"
"Ben, I help Jo. Do your business." - Toby could be sharp, as it turned out.

I didn't like when somebody tried to decide when I needed help without my consent, especially men.
"Guys, calm down. I do it myself." In my car I called my dad and asked about help. The bags would be really big and heavy.

After shopping, at home, Jayden couldn't leave me alone. He annoyed me his permanent calls. I had to talk with him.

"Jayden, why are you calling me many times?"
"Josephine, I wanna talk with you about your race."
"I know what you wanna say to me. I let you know that I won't give up."
"Jo, you can be injured. Your health is the most important for me."
"When you left me alone in that gym, you didn't worry about my health."
"Josephine, I have already asked you about my forgiveness."
"Jayden, I will take part any way."
"Josephine, don't be stubborn. Listen to me! I love you and I wanna you be my girl forever, but this racing can finish your life earlier than you have to."
"Jay, I have already explained to you, I won't repeat it again."
"Jo...."- I cancelled the call, threw the phone on my bed and went to the bathroom.

In the shower, I imagined Jayden near. My pussy started to pulse. I touched my pussy and began to masturbate. I finished fast and my mind whispered me "Forget him. He is your brother, that's it."