FORBIDDEN LOVE

My brother

My body couldn't move. Thousands swords of pain penetrated into my veins. I was so miserable. I thought about Jayden, I wanna him to find me. Only he could take care about me. But my look left much to be desired. I didn't want Jay to see me. Then, better if Toby found me. My legs and arms were as if numb. But my lips whispered: "My brother!"
Somebody was over me, but I didn't see that person. I hoped it would be Toby. I had plenty of visions of my day - bracelet, happy Tracy, Jay's foot, dancing Carol. It seemed to me I heard my favourite song "No time to die" by Billie Eilish. This song was good for my disaster moment. My lips whispered again: "My brother, Jay". My mouth opened to say "I love you, Jay", but I lost consciousness.
When I was in an ambulance car, my eyes saw more clearly than before. Mum and Toby were in the car with me. My eyes were looking for Jayden, but he was no there. "My brother", again I said it to my big surprise.
"Oh, dear! Don't move and speak." - Toby touched my thumb.
"Josephine, Jay are following for our car, your dad, Tracy and Carol are going behind us." - She was calm, but her eyes were red from tears.
"Why is Jayden not coming with me, here, not holding my hand? Is Tracy with Jayden in one car alone? Who saved me, I wonder? Do I have serious injures?"- my thoughts were mixed like metropolitan.
Near the hospital, I saw him, his clothes and hair was wet, it was he who had saved my life. His eyes looking at me and his voice touched my ears. At that moment, my memory ran to the rock and my breathless body felt my name on his lips.
"It was he, who saved me, now I'm sure in it." - My brother always protected me. I was the unhappiest girl in the world, because I didn't wanna him be my brother, never.
Again, I saw that place where my body was. Jay took my body into his hot big arms. His arms were enormous like Hulk's arms. When he was carrying me, I was singing the song "Helpless when she smiles" by Backstreet boys, of course, in my head only. I knew, Jayden enjoyed listening to this song, when nobody was our house.

The visions were disappearing slowly. The doctors' voices turned my thoughts off, my lashes winked slower and slower, my mouth opened to say "My brother", I breathed in deeply and my eyes closed forever....