FORBIDDEN LOVE

Kim speaks

I was fifteen when I was at the big party of my friend. It was birthday party in freezing evening. The party was planned to be outside, but the weather changed our minds. The house was so big, there were a lot of rooms where you could hide if you wanna not to be found. I felt a bit shy because I knew only my birthday friend. All people were unfamiliar and it seemed to me I could be bored there. But one girl attracted my attention. She was like me, our faces were the same. I thought: "I can't believe it, It cannot be true that two unknown people can be so similar!" I was staring at her by my big wide eyes and when she smiled at me, I dropped my eyes to the floor pretending innocent. 

"Hey, are you Kimberly? Am I right?" - her look was so blooming.

"Yeah, and your name?" - I gave my hand to her stretching hand unconfidently. 

"I'm Georgia!" - she was so beautiful that I couldn't help of watching her. 

I wanna speak with her, but I couldn't find the topic of conversation. I looked at her gorgeous eyes and my soul was filling with bright emotions. I wanna her be my friend, better to be the best friends. Georgia was close to me, I felt her hair smell, it was amazing, sweet cherry, I supposed. As soon I opened my mouth to speak something not to lose her attention, one guy jumped up of the long sofa and cried: "Guys, guys! Guuuuuys! Please, be quiet! Listen to me! PLEASE!!! Let's play the game!" Everybody was whispering at the sign of agreement. He continued: "The game is called "Who wants to be mine?", the rules: the leader of this game says the action which everybody must do and who will be perfect according to the leader's opinion that person will become the leader. Got it?" Everybody nodded. The rules were clear. 

We were playing and having fun. Suddenly, at the corner of the room Charley appeared. He was already drunk and under the drugs. He never enjoyed such games, but not in that time. He wished taking part and when he became the leader, he offered the most stupid action which it could be created. He said: "Ok, girls and boys. Especially girls!" He winked to Georgia. And she nervously giggled. "Ok, ok, ok! So, I wanna every girls kiss me. I closed my eyes and then I could choose without prejudice." If he noticed me in that crowd of girls, he would never suggest such stupidity. 

Every girl came to him and kissed him. I saw how his lips touched their lips so tender, soft, rude, sexual, passioned. My body was shaking and I wanna escape. But Georgia made me feel jealous. She said: "Oh, Kim. It's so cool. He offered the brilliant idea. It's my dream to kiss him and now it's a good opportunity to be the best for him. I hope he will choose my lips." My anger climbed up to my throat, the blood hit my head. 

When my turn came to me, I was in front of him. I felt how his body was intense. He tried to sniff me. I was hesitating. But I closed my eyes and touched his hot lips. At once, he pushed me aside, ripped off the bandage and saw me.

"Kim, are you crazy? What the fuck? What are you doing? Are you mad?"

"Charley, I.....I....I don't know."

"Go home, NOW!"

"But, Charley. I can't...."

"Move!" - He was like a beast in the cage. Everybody was in silence. Georgia was shocked and disappointed because her dream didn't come true. When Charley was holding my elbow and we were rushing out of the house, I heard some voices. They were whispering: "What's the matter, here? What's wrong with Charley?" "You don't know? Kim and Charley are brother and sister!"

What a shame! - I thought and started to cry.