FORBIDDEN LOVE

My hallucination

When Mister Jason my new coach, mister Carter died 2 years ago, said that I had to fly to New York. My mind was looking for Jo's things. I knew her mobile phone from my mum. I said to Kim that I had broken my mobile, bought a new one and lost all numbers. Mum's number I learnt by heart. At home I found her underwear, when she got out of my car in that night, she left her bra and pants. I was keeping them like a mad guy. In my sport bag I was wearing that soldier, which was given me by Josephine. I knew that I was asshole, addicted asshole. I lost her and it was my fault.
I fucked many girls, but no one was my soul mate. I imagined only Jo in my bed.
I didn't wanna go to New York, because I was scared of our meeting. I knew that being in one city with her, I wanna see her by all means.
At the hotel, I smoked as usual, before I had taken some glasses of whiskey. My head became bigger and heavier. My delusion visited me again about happy life of Jo, but without me. That episode I had already seen after hard punch to my head in Washington.
I started to crash everything. My mouth repeated her name, I saw her wonderful eyes, I felt her smell.
Grace was nice, I really appreciated it. She got along with me in my bad time. Before match I had 2 days. I hoped that I would recover.

"Jayden, may I come in?"- Her voice stopped my power, my eyes stopped in the dark.
"Yeah, ok, good, it's you. Marvellous!"- My speech was indistinct.
"Jayden, what's wrong with you?"
"You see, nothing special."- I didn't want to be rude with her, but I couldn't.
"Jay, stop right now or you can't be on the ring."- she touched my hand and it was a mistake.
I grabbed her and dropped her on the bed.
"Who are you here?"- I whispered and my nose felt her perfume.
"Jay, I wanna help you." - she didn't seem being scared.
"I ask you again, young lady. Who are you?"- Her body shape was appetizing.
"I'm your close person, Jay."- she whispered too.
"Who? Close person?" - I laughed. "I don't fuck my close person, babe."
"Stop talking to me in a mean manner, Jayden."- she tried to push me, but I was holding her wrists.
"What does my bumble bee wanna me to do?"
"Stop smuggling, Jayden."
"Are you angry with me?"
"Very much, Jayden."
"Now, I don't care. I wanna fuck your asshole right now."

My fingers was looking for her narrow hole. She wiggled like a snake.
"Do you like it, Jo? Say it to me."
"Yes!"- she bit her lips.
"I wanna take you on the balcony with panoramic windows."
"Like a porn star." - she smiled and I was ready kiss her body all my life.

We moved to the balcony. We had already been naked. I was holding her body into my arms and she jumped on my dick. I fucked her vagina and ass, it was the best time ever.

"Do you want to have some more adrenaline?"
"Yeah, but how?"

In this hotel, in my room I had two balconies. One had panoramic floor. It was so splendid, you couldn't breathe when you stepped on it. You could see everything from the 24th floor.

When she saw it, she shrieked.
"Jay, it's like in aquarium!"
"Yeah, and I'm your fisherman and you are my fish."
"What fish?"
"A whale."
"Why a whale?"
"Because you are fearless and beautiful."

I changed, she changed also. We weren't children any more, but we were still brothers. I brought her lingerie and said: "Put it on. You left your underwear in my car, young lady. We didn't finish. You should do one thing for me."
"Which thing?"
"Swallow my sperm, remember."

She bent her knees, I put my hand on her head, she opened her mouth widely and sucked my fallos so sexy and erotic. I was mad about her lips and boobs. I showed her a big plastic penis on the metal stick.
"Do you wanna try?"