FORBIDDEN LOVE

First quarrel

He must be kidding me! I knew that house where the party was going on. I'll come there and interrupt their stupid relation. I opened my wardrobe, chose a white summer dress, brushed my hair, took my purse and went out.
It was not so far, I could get there on foot. When I was nearby, I heard a loud music, so I was sure, my Jay was in this house. At the doorstep I met Toby, it seemed he was glad to see me.
"Oh, Jo! You've come, I thought Jay had forbidden to come here." Nobody can forbid me anything. He wanna kiss me again, but I pushed him and came into the hall of this house. There were a lot of unknown people, somebody was drinking, somebody was playing alcohol games, somebody was dancing. I was back to Toby.
"Where is he?"
"Who?"
"My fucking brother!" - my voice was yelling.
"He is upstairs, but not alone."
"I guess, Betsy is his company girl for today!"
Swiftly I reached up. I was looking for Jay's room. The first room was red with big bed, some guys were playing cards or something else. When they saw me, they started to offer to join them. I was scared by their behaviour a little bit, that's why, I slammed the door and continued my search. The second one was small, there was a girl who was crying and lying on the bed with pillow on her head. I wanna ask about her, but I decided not to waste of my time. Finally, the third room turned out mine. Coming closer, I heard moaning. It was Betsy. I was so angry with her, with Jay, with the world. I opened the door and saw how my Jay was having sex with that stupid girl. She was on him without her bra, his hands touched her tits.
"Josephine, what are you doing here, mother fucker?"- he started to put on his shorts.
"What are you doing, Jayden? You can't do it, not with her, not with this little whore" - my eyes were full of tears.
"Shut up, don't use rude words, it's not for you" - Jayden roared. Betsy was getting dressed slowly and when she finished, she preferred to go out.
"Don't worry, baby. Anyway, we have already finished. Next time nobody can disturb us, see you" - Betsy kissed his cheek and he didn't mind.

He touched my hand, slipped on my fingers and ordered me to sit on the bed down next to him. His face was angry, but his eyes were overanxious. My thoughts came back few minutes ago, where my Jay and Betsy enjoyed each other. It was disgusting. 

"What are you doing here? Why are you not at home? How have you come here? On foot? Who told you where I was?" - too many questions. He asked me, but I was sobbing and couldn't answer to him. 

"You don't understand, Jayden? Really? What do you think about my feelings to you? I don't wanna you to be with her! Do you hear me?" - I wanted to share my love with him, but I was afraid of his reaction to my words. I need his love, forever. 

He stood up, started to go the room around. I came to his back and kissed his shoulder, I felt his hot body smell. He stepped aside and fast his right hand went down and touched his groin. I knew what was happening, I had seen it before. His cheeks were red and he growled: "Go home, Josephine. Toby can accompany you. I don't wanna talk to you tonight. Go, go, go!" - he began to rush about the room.

I burst into tears and ran out.