FORBIDDEN LOVE

I kissed him and I liked it

Everybody looked at us as if I kissed a girl. In my head the song of Katy Perry "I kissed a girl and I liked it" was in a loud tone. It seemed to me, everybody in the field was whispering about our kiss, but I didn't care. I was fed up keeping this in a secret.

"Josephine, are you ok? What's wrong with you?"- mum was shocked of my behaviour.
"She is in temporary insanity." - Toby protected me trying calm my parents down.

What do you think where I went after that accident? My favourite place. I dived into the water without taking off my dress. I thanked everybody gave me time to be alone, in loneliness. Of course, my WhatsApp was burning from full of sms and voices messages.

Ben: "Jo, I feel sorry for U. Next time you will be the best. Thanks God, you are not injured."
Toby: " Jo, are you ok?"
Carol: "Are you ok, honey?"
Kim: "Where are you, darling. Waiting for U at home."
Jayden: "I love you."

At home, my parents were waiting for me not to support me. They wanna know about my kissing.
"Jo, I know for you it's not so easy to accept your fail. But could you explain what does that kiss mean?"- dad was looking at me and Jayden. We kept the silence. He continued: "What's happening between you?"

I didn't want to think about my excuses. Jayden started: "It was just shock. That's it!"
"Shock!? Ok, maybe Jo had a shock, but you answered to her kiss, didn't you?"
"I was scared about her, I couldn't control the situation."
"Couldn't control? Everybody watched your kissing. Do you understand this? What are they thinking now about you and our family?"- Kim was so angry, she sat down, stood up, sat down and stood up again. She couldn't find her comfortable place.
"I absolutely don't care other people's opinions. Go them to hell!"- Jay's patience was the edge of finish.

I was sick, I wanted to curl up like a small kitten. Again messages. What were people doing, no other deals? They were writing again and again.

Toby: "Just say to me that you are safe."
Ben: "Control commission said that your car had faulty brakes. You didn't fail, that's why you can take part next competition, you don't need to miss one."

But, really, I don't care. I came to my room. I was feeling so depressed. I was in my bed in clothes, no shower, no phones, no books, no Internet, nothing. I wasn't interested in anything at that moment. After a while, a knock at the door made me being alive.

"Jo, are you sleeping?"- Jayden creeped to my room.
"No, come in."- I sat on my bed.
"Let's go outside."- he touched my hands. His hands were hot and mine were cold.
"Why? I don't want!"
"Come on! I need you right now!"- he smiled and his brown eyes were so close.
"Tell me, why?"
"No, just wait then you will see."

We went to the garage. There was Jay's car. He said to me to get inside and I obeyed. He pressed the button and the door of the garage was closed. He turned his face to me.
"I can't wait, Jo."
"What?"
He squeezed me in a passionate kiss. My vagina became wet at once.