FORBIDDEN LOVE

Date

I and Gabriel met in the common hall. He was wearing a white T-shirt with short sleeves and black pants. His skin of coffee with milk was so good. I felt happiness the first time after breaking up with Jayden.
"I see, you are ready, my darling. You are as usual beautiful."
"How do you know about me usual time. You have known me for three days."
"I feel like I have known you all my life."
"You are good-looking tonight, my honey."
"Your tongue is poisonous, I see. Ok, then. How do you wanna get to the restaurant by my car or yours, maybe by taxi."
"By foot, Gabriel. I'm sick and tired from cars."

The evening was warm and enjoyable for foot walking. We got to the restaurant "Chiken and Goose", there was music Capital Cities "Safe and Sound". I felt safe and sound when Gabriel took my hand and started to dance. Thank you, Gabriel that YOU appeared in my life.

The dinner was delicious. Gabriel was so intelligent. We could talk about everything. But I could feel safety not sexual emotions. He touched my hand, looked into my eyes, smiled to me, we danced, his arms embraced me and I felt his warm. He was like hot blanket in cold winter day. When we were finishing our desserts he asked me: "Have you ever been in love, Josephine?"- it was unexpected question for me.
"Yes, sure. I think everybody has big love in life."- I tried not to worry.
"Are you still loving him?"- he was so pressure.
"I don't know about my feelings to him. It's difficult."
"Could you love me one day?"- this question made me feel my tears into my eyeballs.
"I couldn't promise you, Gabriel."
"Ok, you should know that I'm divorced and I have a son."
"Really? Tell me about that!"- I was really interested in.
"My family lives in London, I and my ex-wife Rosanna met in college. Then, we got married, after two years we had our son Tommy. He is a pupil now, likes football."
"Why were you divorced?"
"No love, only routine life. But I respect my wife. We wanted to separate, it was our common decision. My son knows about it and he supports us."
"You have smart boy."
"Yeah, it's true. I visit him often, we play football or drive a car, he shares his secrets with me and he is proud of my riding success and I'm proud of him in general."- he was so cute, when he was speaking about his son.

Our conversation was bothered by Jay's call. I cancelled three times, but then Gabriel said: " Answer to him, please. He is your brother. Say hello to him and send my congratulations in next win."
"Oh, Gabriel. You are so kind."
I took my phone and heard Jay's voice. My veins were full of exciting.

"Jay, I can't speak with you right now. I'm not alone. Let's talk a bit later."
"Who are you with?"
"It doesn't matter, Jay. But he is your fan and sending his best regards to you."
"Is it a man?"
"Jayden, I've told you talking about it a bit later."
"Call me when you are in the hotel. And I wanna say to you I will wait for your coming back."

I finished my talk, looked at Gabriel, he was so nice that I wanna kiss him, but he offered to dance. During our dancing we were so close. He whispered into my ear: "Jo, my darling, when I saw you first time, I fell in love with you from the first sight. Maybe, you don't believe in such love. But believe me this love exists and tortures people by its fluids."

I raised my head up and touched his lips. At that moment, I wanna him hold me tightly and not to let Jayden rush into my life again. I was seeking my inside harmony.