FORBIDDEN LOVE

Why are you so blind, Jayden?

I enjoyed spending my time with my friends at the beach, but my favourite place was a high rock. Who swam well, they could dive from the top of this rock, it was dangerous, but good swimmers couldn't resist of it. My father taught me to swim when I was three. Since I had been swimming almost every day. When you stand on the top, you feel freedom, you feel some power inside. Jay and me fought too often, after fighting, I always went there and tried to be calm down. 

In the morning, I was woken up by my friend's call. Carol persuaded me to go there at 5, not at 7, our usual time. I agreed and went downstairs, I found myself alone, nobody was at home. Parents were at work, but where Jay was, only God knew about it. I sighed and started to have breakfast. 

At last, at 5 I came to the rock. There was everybody, but Betty was no there.
"Where is Betsy?" - I called her like that, because I didn't like her.
"Betty saw your brother, he is so sexy, I can say, that's why, she followed for him to the beach, it seems: he and Toby are there right now. You know, Betty tries to flirt with him in every convenient moment" - Carol was looking at over my shoulder as if trying to notice them together.
I felt irritation, my fists clenched. I rushed to the beach and Carol with two guys came with me.
"What's wrong with you? We wanna dive, remember? Jo, wait..." - I heard only this, then I heard only my voice in my head "No, he can't fall in love with her and anybody else. I'll show her and she will never contact with my Jay."

I reached to the beach as soon as possible. I saw Betsy near my Jay. He was so sexy. His body was so beautiful, his arms were so big, his hands were so strong. Betty was nice, but stupid. She tried to touch him. When I appeared at the beach, she was kissing his cheek. I was furious. He let her touch his perfect body. 

I tried to flirt with Toby, I wanna Jay to be jealous. When I and Toby started to compete, I was looking at the coast of the ocean, watching for my Jay. But he was sitting on the sand and not to look at my side. I was angry. Coming out of the water, I decided to kiss Toby. "Maybe, it will help me to attract Jay's attention" - I thought and turned to Toby, took his hand, drew him to me closer and our lips twisted. It was sweet, but no bomb feelings. Toby was shocked, but Jayden didn't even notice. Gosh! Damn! He was so blind. 

"Will you come to the party today, baby?" - Toby let himself liberty.

"I will think about it", I wanna disappear. 

I came to Jayden, threw his board on the sand and didn't say a word. My friends were startled. I took Carol and asked her to go away. 

"You are cool, Jo! You've kissed Toby! How come? You don't like him! You've changed your mind?" - Carol tweeted.

My eyes were full of tears, I swallowed my tears. 

"I go home!" - I cried and ran away.

Jayden, you are so silly boy. I love you. I wanna you to know about it. I must tell him about my feelings. Yeah, he will come home back and I will tell him everything.